Disclaimer: not mine.
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Warning: Yaoi!
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Would you make the one you love cry: by Kilta
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At one of the fanciest hotels in Paris, Nokoru and Suoh were in their room which they shared. Nokrou was half laying on his bed, his eyes were wide open as he stared up at Suoh who was almost falling on top of him if his hands weren't supporting him up.
It happened when Nokoru woke up from his sleep and he lazily dragged his heavy body off the bed, but he lost his balance and gripped Suoh's shirt as he was falling down, dragging the other boy along with him.
Nokoru would usually find what happened funny and laughed it off, but somehow when he looked up at those hazel eyes of Suoh he froze and felt his throat dry. He couldn't say a word.
Suoh was really shocked at the sudden fall and he really couldn't move because he was 'too' close to the one he really love, and that made him forget what he really is and that he already had a beautiful girlfriend who was waiting for him to return home. He simply forgot everything when he stared at Nokoru's eyes.
Blue eyes closed as Suoh leaned closer and closer until his lips touched Nokoru's luscious ones. Strange tingling feelings overwhelmed their bodies. They fell down on Nokoru's bed as they exchanged hungry kisses.
And that's how it started from there...
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Japan. CLAMP Campus Division …
Student Council room…
It was September, the time for the second term to start. Akira was the first to arrive at the council room.
"Kaichou and Takamura-senpai arrived yesterday at night no wonder why they're late today." Akira thought out loud.
The three of them planed to spend their vacation in France but one of Akira's mothers was sick. Paroxysm, let's say, and Akira insisted to stay by her side, so the other two ended up leaving without their youngest friend.
"Good morning Akira." Nokoru called cheerfully as he entered the room along with Suoh who followed behind him.
"Kaichou! … Takamura-senpai!" Akira ran to his friends and hugged them both at the same time. "I missed you two so much."
"But you saw us yesterday at the airport, Ijyuin." Suoh said as he looked at the youngest boy strangely.
"That was nothing … I didn't see you for the whole summer vacation, and it's just great to see you two here again." Akira said with a chuckle.
"We missed you too Akira … next time we won't leave without you, promise." Nokoru cheered.
"Thank you … Kaichou." Akira laughed happily. "I'll go and make some ice-tea for you."
"Wonderful, I missed your ice tea." Nokoru smiled at him and Suoh did as well, but Suoh's smile soon disappeared when Akira left the room. He turned around and looked at his new lover who just sat on his usual chair.
"Really, Suoh! … That vacation was perfect." Nokoru said while he opened his fan happily, but Suoh frowned and turned his face away.
"It was so good and perfect until you told me that I should keep dating Nagisa-san … it makes me wonder, wouldn't it bother you if you see me with her?" Suoh asked bitterly and Nokoru's smile disappeared.
"Suoh! I would never make a lady cry … this is the last thing I would ever do, besides … it wasn't her fault … I stole you away from her." Nokoru said, his voice full with guiltiness.
"But I always loved you more than her." Suoh protested.
"Not like this way, you didn't love me the same way that we love each other now, you probably loved me as a brother and a close friend." Nokoru explained as he stared directly at Suoh's eyes.
"It is the same."
"No it isn't … Suoh."
"Do you know me better than I do?"
"Yes!"
"……" Suoh couldn't reply at that, he just stared at Nokoru in disbelieve. "And why should we keep this a secret from Ijyuin?"
"Not only from Akira … from everyone. I don't want our secret to reach Nagisa-san in any way."
"Nokoru! … Why are you doing this to me?" Suoh collapsed on his chair and Nokoru stood up and approached his secretary's desk. He held Suoh's chin forcing his head up so that their eyes could meet.
"Don't be upset Suoh! … We're still together, and continuing your relationship with Nagisa-san doesn't mean ours is over …" he leaned closer and pressed his lips against Suoh's who immediately closed his eyes and returned the kiss putting his hand behind Nokoru's neck and deepened it. It didn't last long as Akira entered with the ice-tea on a tray. Nokoru pulled back before their youngest friend could see what was going on between his seniors.
"Here you go."
"Thank you Akira." Nokoru thanked him and smiled confidently like nothing has happened.
"And … Takamura-senpai."
"Th-thanks .. Ijyuin." Suoh nervously took the glass although he didn't feel like drinking anything, but he didn't want to make his friend suspicious.
Few hours later Nagisa and Utako came to the Student Council room to greet Nokoru and Suoh for coming back from France.
"The summer vacation was so boring without you." Utako said.
"But we're glad that you're back again." Nagisa added as she glanced time to time at Suoh who seemed so different to her.
"Did you enjoy the travel … Suoh-san." she asked with a blush on her cheeks.
"Oh! … y-yes I did." Suoh answered a little startled.
"Oh right! Suoh … why don't you take Nagisa-san to the café nearby? I think you two missed each other a lot and need some time alone." Nokoru said as he smiled gently and Nagisa's blush darkened but Suoh looked at Nokoru and protested.
"But I have too much work to do and--"
"Its ok Suoh … I'll do my paperwork I promise, and you'll manage to finish your work later." Suoh couldn't say anything at that he just stared few seconds at Nokoru, puzzled at his attitude and then he turned and left with Nagisa.
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She could see how much Suoh had changed since he arrived from France. His mind wasn't with her, and he didn't smile at all. She was talking all the time and he just stayed quiet answering her questions about that trip casually like she was some kind of a reporter or something.
"Did you visit … Eiffel-tower?" at that question Suoh blushed then he recalled their visit to the Eiffel-tower.
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"Whoaah! … Suoh! I feel like I could fly from here." Nokoru spread his arms as he stood near the edge of the Eiffel-tower, everything looked so small like insects from there. Nokoru closed his eyes, his golden hair and his clothes were flying because of the fresh wind, he really felt like he was flying … but suddenly everything start spinning around. He felt dizzy.
"KAICHOU!" Suoh wrapped his arms around Nokoru's waist from behind fixing him in his place. Nokoru blushed but he grasped Suoh's arms, which were holding him afraid that he would fall even though there was railing.
Suoh blushed. Nokoru's silk wavy hair brushed against his cheek but he whispered something in Nokoru's ear. Nokoru smiled as they watched Paris from Eiffel-tower with their former position still holding each other.
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"Suoh-san? ……… Suoh-san?" Nagisa called her absentminded boyfriend. She looked at him worryingly and he winced slightly as he woke up from his thoughts.
"Ah … yes …… Eiffel -tower was wonderful." he said that as he tried to fight his blush. He tried to focus on something else.
"I-I'm sorry if I was annoying you with my questions." she lowered her head, embarrassed as she said that.
"Ah! … no … no Nagisa-san it's not like this, I am just a little tired that's all." Suoh tried to convince her and he succeeded. She looked at him and smiled.
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Days had passed and the situation gotten worse and that's how Suoh sees it. A whole month had passed and Nokoru kept pushing him to go out with Nagisa … to spend more time with her and because of that Suoh couldn't have time to be with Nokoru. It'd been a while now since the last time he touched him, or kissed him or whatever, and Suoh hated that because it was like if they returned to be only friends and that wasn't what Nokoru had promised him.
'Maybe he stopped loving me … could it be true?' that idea scared Suoh. He shouldn't just wait like that until Nokoru stops loving him he should do something.
One day he was raiding his blue horse, training for the tournament. He glanced at Nokoru, walking not so far away from where he was practicing. At first he thought that Nokoru came to see him but soon he discovered that he was wrong as he saw him approaching a girl. Suoh didn't see her around before, but Nokoru seemed to know her or something. When they parted, Suoh went towards Nokoru.
"Kaichou!"
Nokoru turned to where Suoh's voice was coming from and he found him coming with his horse. He gave him his charming smile, stroking Suoh's horse gently when they approached him.
Suoh dismounted from his horse, tying him with the nearest tree. "I want you to win the tournament for me this time, Suoh!" Nokoru smiled at the ninja as he stroked the horse.
"Who was that girl?" Suoh asked, looking directly at Nokoru's mysterious blue eyes.
"Oh! Maiko-san? … She's leaving Japan because her father was dead and she wished for only one date with me, saying that it'd make her feel much better." Nokoru hated to lie at Suoh. He didn't want to cheat on him so he told him the truth.
"And of course you didn't agree." Suoh said.
Nokoru stared at him a little afraid. "Well … S-Suoh! She would be very sad if I refused, and she would be leaving Japan forever."
Suoh's eye's widen in disbelieve. "Y-you agreed? You will date her? … Didn't you think about me? And how would I feel, Nokoru? You're cheating on me and in front of me." Suoh turned away angrily, gritting his teeth.
"Suoh, Love … Don't be angry I'm sorry … I don't even like her but you know I can't make a lady cry … sweetie please don't be angry I'll do anything to make it up to you." that word got into Suoh's mind 'anything' he looked at Nokoru and gripped his wrist pulling him to his body and then kissed him passionately, but Nokoru recovered from the shock fast and pushed him away.
"N- No! Suoh … what if someone saw?" Nokoru panted out, he was taken back by the sudden kiss.
"Nobody's here." After he said that he pushed him up against the nearest tree trunk and tried to kiss him again but two fingers on his lips stopped him.
"Suoh! … I said No! … We can't do this here." Nokoru glanced everywhere around them as he tried to push Suoh away from him.
"If that's what you want … 'Kaichou'!" Suoh said sarcastically as he backed away from him and untied his horse and rode it again.
"Suoh! … Are you angry with me?" Nokoru looked worryingly at Suoh who turned blank and emotionless.
"Why would I? … What have you done anyway?" he didn't look at him when he said that. "I should go to continue my training … sorry Kaichou." the horse started to run away and Nokoru felt uncomfortable at that and he felt guilty too.
"I'm sorry ……………… Suoh!"
To be continued…