AN_ hi actually I thought to write this because I love kai too much.

my pov.

I think I love you. Your silence makes me feel happy. When you talk there is always a reason, a hard one. You never talk anything silly. You don't want your close ones to be hurt, so you go far away from your relations. You show that you are strong, I mean yes you are strong! But soft one from heart.

You show that you are a cold hearted person, but you come and show up whenever it is necessary. You do all the things because you don't want to feel guilty when others are hurt because of you.

You only go far away from your loved ones, but you still have tried your level best to overcome them. All the people think that you are a grouchy or a bad tempered person, but, I know that even you feel bad acting or behaving in such a way.

You still care about every person being far away from them. You keep all your negative thoughts and fears in your mind and up to yourself and that's what an experience person does. You know what life is, and you try to be perfect in what ever what you choose.

You learn from your mistakes which does nothing, but, improves and motivates you to do better and in this process of betterment, you just become the best. Your face full of glares, makes you look more handsome, and the stoic It looked on you, suits you more.

The fluttering of your scarf just makes me insane. I can bet $1,000 to just see you smirk and to listen to your famous trademark HN.

You don't speak out your feelings aloud as you don't want that person to be in danger.

You are an actual Hero. My hero. My kai. My kai hiwatari.

My friends call me kai lover in class.

My friends tease me by saying Subha hiwatari. (Which I love to hear.)

I have a letter K on my left hand. (Don't ask me how I made it because if I say you. Then you all will think I am totally insane.)

But one thing doesn't match ...

I talk like a mad buffalo...

I am not at all silent.

Whenever I hear the word Russia or Moscow. I just blush thinking of kai.

Whenever patkai hills come in my geography text book I remember him.

I have a teddy bear named kai whom I catch and sleep daily.

I love each and everything related to kai hiwatari.

Can you imagine I wrote the following story in my English exam paper.

If you have any doubt you can ask my best friend shramana...

story's starting one line was given and we had to complete the story by ourself.

it was raining heavily, the street lights had gone off. (Was given and I continued in the following ways.)

And I was returning home. Suddenly I saw a Flashlight. Oh it was with car, coming near me. Oh my God I was about to dash that car, when someone saved me, by pushing me aside. The call went straight and dashed to the nearby tree.

I tried to look at the person who save me. I saw, he was a young boy, maybe of my age, "hey what's your name? " I asked. He replied, "my name is kai hiwatari." "Thank you kai for saving my life " I thanked him.

"Take care of yourself," he advised me and I nodded at what he had said. When another car was passing by, with the help of those flashlights I saw kai by his face.

Then I remembered he was the same person, whom I saw a week ago, beside my home.

I always saw him at the terrace learning for his exams.but I never dared to disturb him.

I had actually fallen in love with him. I remember one incident when, I was going to the mall.

I saw a little kitten but it fell into a lake. I started to scream for help. During that time kai came and jumped into the lake and save the kitten. Before I could thank him, he disappeared.

I could have also saved the kitten , but, I didn't know to swim.

And now, he., My love saved my life. Kai asked me again.," Can you go to your home in this rain or shall I leave you?"

I pleaded him to leave me home. When I reached my home, I offered a bye to kai, which he never returned. I closed the door and opened the my shirt.

I gazed at it, it was wet by all the rain. I even saw a square shaped paper on it. In that the following words were written:

"

I am observing you from a week

Don't play anymore Hide and Seek

I know you love me...

And I love you too...

- kai.

I seriously wrote this same words in my English exam paper... can you believe it?

Well in this way I am a big fan of kai hiwatari...

Love him too much.

AN_ thanks for reading my blabbering...

Fine if you read then please review.. only 17 secs of reviewing can make me happy..

Search kai for me.

I wish I could meet him.

Yours lovingly Subha