A/N: Hey guys, I know I've slacked off on writing, but I'm back now, to write and bring joy to all! Feel free to comment, it motivates me. And I need a lot of that stuff.
It was 3 a.m. and Rowen couldn't sleep, for once in his life. He laid in bed, staring at the ceiling painted like a night sky. All the guys had put effort into making it a masterpeice, but they had decided to use fake stars to hide the some of the rough spots. But the glow had faded off the stars sometime around 12:30. Rowen knew this because he was still wide awake, staring at the sleeping plastic stars, that seem to be taunting him.
He blinked twice. Taunting him? Lack of sleep must be making him crazy, plastic stars didn't taunt, nor could they sleep. Just burn out, like real stars, like Rowen.
He shook his head. He couldn't start thinking that way, the others would be able to sense his feelings, and they would come with their prying questions and he wanted to simply be alone. He never had privacy any more when he wanted it and it bothered him. Almost as bad as the little stars on the ceiling. Okay, now he was losing it, thinking about annoying plastic stars, when there were real stars right outside.
He opened the window quietly, trying not to disturb his sleeping roommate, and climbed out onto the roof, with ease. He stood on the roof for a long time, staring at the real stars above him, twinkling in the sky, these stars taunting and pulling at him, as if to say "you left us." It was such a strong feeling that Rown gasped in deeply and clutched his chest, as an overwhelming saddness creeped into him and he felt his heart pang with every beat. He blinked as he exhaled slowly, watching the breath evaporate in the crisp night air.
What was that? He had never felt anything that intense and overwhelming. He reach up a hand to a bright star, twinkling and burning, light blue, red, green, orange, then nothing. Rowen blinked twice. Did that star just burn out? He felt the pang again and dropped to his knees, gasping for breath.
Looking up again he realized just how few stars where left in the sky. They all seem to be burning out before him, one by one they started fazing out, just disappearing as if the sky was on fire, burning everything in it's path and sending pain rushing through his body, causing him to scream out in agony.
Rowen flailed about, falling out of bed and turned to stare out his window into the night sky. The pain was gone and the stars where back shining brightly. "It was a dream?"
He glanced at the clock.
3:12 a.m.
Rowen groaned and flopped back in the bed. Reaching into the nightstand drawer, he pulled out a sleeping pill, then popped it in his mouth.
He didn't notice a pair of lonely crystal blue eyes observing him from the other bed.
Well there is the first chapter up and ready to go. Just to clear things up for the confused, the roommate is Sage, and there is a reason he is looking at Rowen like that, find out why in the next chapter. And no it's not yaoi.
Comments much appreciated, once again.