Chapter 1 – The Night's Sky
Ron Weasley stood outside, looking at the night's sky. Thinking of nothing else but her.
'I'm always the sidekick, that's all I'll ever be.' Ron thought. 'Ron Weasley, the loyal friend, the one you can always count on to be there. Well I'm fucking sick of being the sidekick. I'd like to be the hero. The one others admire, the one whose name people actually know (instead of "Harry Potter's friend"), but mostly the one who gets the girl.'
"Hermione Granger," he said aloud. "I love you so much, why, why, WHY do you have to be with HIM? Why can't you be with ME?"
Tears we're falling down his eyes, but he didn't care. The only thing he cared about was her.
"Why did I always have so stupid, and hide my feelings. I could have told you before Harry did, and maybe we'd be together. But no, NO I had to be so goddamn stupid. A stupid prat. Yeah, that's me. I just want you to know how I feel. Oh Hermione, look up at the heavens, and just see if you can pick me out."
Ron laid down on the ground, and fell into a deep sleep, tears still flowing.
Hermione Granger sat outside on the porch swing, slowly rocking back and forth, and looking into the sky. Thinking again about him. The boy who had stolen her heart, but never gave it back.
'I'm such an idiot,' Hermione thought 'Here I am, just torturing Harry and myself. Convincing both of us, that I am truly in love with Harry Potter. But I'm not, and I know it. The real one is Ron, and it's always been Ron. Maybe if I wasn't so scared I could've told him how I really felt. Then maybe, we'd be together. But no, Harry came to me, before I had a chance to tell Ron. Harry confessed, just how much he loved me.'
"Ronald Weasley," she said aloud, "Why, didn't I tell you sooner? Why am I ruining everyone's lives, by living a lie? And, WHY can't we just be together?"
She began crying but just couldn't stop. She knew crying didn't help anything, but it was all she could do.
"They call me the smartest witch, well why can't I be smart in everything else. WHY, did I have to be an IDIOT, and hide all my feelings? I was put in Gryffindor, because I was 'brave'. Well if I'm so brave, then why couldn't I have told you? Why did Harry have to tell me first? I just want you to know how I feel. Oh Ronald, look up at the heavens, and just see if you can point me out."
Hermione layed down on the swing, and fell asleep, still crying.
A/N-- We'll there it is, the first chapter to my first fanfic. Please please review. I would really like to know what you all think!!
Love, Meg