My first Fanfiction~! I hope you like it~!

Don't own Hetalia~


It been years since Feliciano seen his fratello. Three years, 364 days, 2 hours and 24 minutes. He didn't think he could survive without his fratello but he guess he was wrong.

He sighed. He missed him alot. It felt as if everyone he loved was leaving. Heinrich, Lovino, Grandpa Romulus.

Feliciano sighed once more, recalling the day his brother left.

It was the day after their birthday. Lovino just turned 20 and Feliciano, 17

"Fratello~ Ve~ Where are you going? Can I come?" He said with a smile.

Lovino had his luggage in his hand, it looked like he was going somewhere for a while. He turned towards Feliciano. He had some unshed tears. His eyes were glazed like and his curl was dented, showing he was frustrated

"Fratello?" He kept his eyes locked onto Lovi's

"Feliciano, I have to go somewhere for a while" his voice wavering. His tone had an unnatural seriousness and his eyes looked at the ground.

Feliciano eyes budged opened knowing that Lovi was leaving him. "Ve...fratello! Stop joking..." Feliciano said with a weak chuckle and a desperate look.

"Feliciano... I'm serious" Feliciano looked at him as if he was crazy. "I have to go."

"W-Why?" Feliciano stuttered.

"I can't tell you. I'm sorry" he paused "I promise I'll be back" Lovino quickly open the door and dashed outside and ran off.

Feliciano quickly tried to follow him which led him to a dead end.

Ve... Maybe fratello is playing a prank... I'll just go home and he'll be back. He thought to himself.

Days passed. He called Ludwig, Kiku, Antonio, and about everyone he knew about Lovino's mysterious disappearance.

They searched for a couple of years but never found him. They eventually gave up, but not Feliciano and Antonio. They would search for hours and hours, rain or shine.

Everyone tried to tell him that there must have been an accident and he could've died somewhere. Feliciano and Antonio never believed in it. He knew he would be back. He just knew it!

Few months passed and he and Antonio just gave into the theory that Lovino died.

Feliciano just stopped caring about himself. He would stop being so cheerful. Stop going out. Stop eating, socializing, sleeping, picking up his phone or let anyone in his house. He was about to just give up.

One day Ludwig and Kiku entered(Or more, broke in) the home. The door was never locked anymore. He left it unlock just in case his brother would come home.

They entered quietly. They haven't seen or heard of Feliciano for a long time. They entered the room to find him on the ground passed out.

When Feliciano came through he found himself in a strange room. He turned his head to find Ludwig sleeping holding his hand. He looked around. It was a hospital.

He cried. He had thought he should've died to get back with his fratello.

Ludwig woke up and tried to comfort him.

"Why?" he screamed "Why does everyone close to me always leave?" he yelled.

Ludwig was very concern as Feliciano had his breakdown. He called for the nurses and doctors to help. They put something in the IV to make him go to sleep.

Ever since that day Ludwig and Kiku would come by everyday to see that he take care of himself. They would always comfort him and gave him motive to keep living.

They said they wouldn't leave and be by his side, always.

He knew they would keep coming from their busy schedule. He felt a bit guilty so he started taking care of himself more and would smile. They a-

Knock Knock. The sound cut his thoughts and made him jump.

It must be Ludwig and Kiku, he thought to himself. He slowly stood up and went to the door. When he opened it Ludwig and Kiku was at his door.

"Ah, happy early birthday Feliciano-kun" Kiku said politely.

"Happy early birthday" Ludwig added.

"Thank you! Ve~ Glad you guys remembered" Feliciano chirped.

He had actually forgot tomorrow was his fratello and his birthday. He would be twenty tomorrow.

He faked a smile a little sad about thinking about his past. "Ve~ don't just stand there come in~" he said with a false cheerfulness.

They stepped inside and made themselves at home. It wasn't really any difference; they came almost about every day.

"Feliciano-kun"

"Ve~?"

"You should pack some sunscreen, a camera, and some snacks for tommorow" Kiku said with a mischievous glint in his eyes.

"Ve~? Why?" he asked uncomfortably. He wasn't really comfortable going out much.

"We can't tell you, it's a surprise" Kiku smiled.

Feliciano gave him his best puppy eyes but Kiku just simply shook his head. Giving up on Kiku he turned towards Ludwig.

"Ve... Ludwig you know where we're going tomorrow right?" Ludwig squirmed uncomfortably. He could never really resist this puppy eyes.

"Uh..." Ludwig said intelligently

"Oh! I brought some dinner!" Kiku abruptly exclaimed. He knew Ludwig was about to give in to the eyes.

"Oh~ I hope its pasta~!" Feliciano exclaimed

"We had pasta last night!" Ludwig sighed.

This was their usual night.

"Ve~! It so nice out today~!" Feliciano called out. "I haven't been out here for a while~"

Ludwig and Kiku smiled seeing Feliciano happy. They went out to the Italian Market and fair. It was busy, people were everywhere. You could hear children laughing, people sing, talking.


They walked about three times around the market.

"Ve! Let's go there later" Feliciano exclaimed pointing to a random shop. He hasn't felt this happy in a long time. The others shook their heads in agreement.

After a while they bumped into a person with white hair and scarlet eyes.

"Kesesese! Feli! I haven't seen you in a while! Come to think about it, bruder said it's your birthday today! Happy birthday Feli! From, the awesome me!" The white haired man said.

"Bruder, behave" Ludwig said sternly

"Aw bruder how am I misbehaving? Kesese! I'm just telling Feli happy birthday!"

Ludwig just shook his head

"Ve~! Thanks Gilbert" Feliciano chirped.

"Amigo! Gilbert wait up!" Someone yelled behind them. They turned to find a tan skinned man with brown hair and green eyes catch up to them.

"Yo! Antonio! Where's Francis?" Gilbert yelled out, waving his hands in the air. When Antonio caught up he was trying to catch his breath "...Gilbert you should slow down..." he said between gasps

"Kesesese! You have to keep up to the awesome me!" Gilbert said happily as the bird on his head jump up and down.

A minute later Antonio caught his breathe. "Francis saw some girls so he went over to them" Gilbert shrugged and Antonio he turned to face Feli.

"Hola Feli~!" he chirped. Feliciano greeted the Spaniard, and smiled.

Suddenly he remembered how that Spaniard reacted when they couldn't find Lovino at all. His eyes showed sadness and pain; they always searched for Lovi, in rain, sleet, snow or hail! He could recall how pale the Spaniard was, how skinny and the bags under his eyes. He hasn't recovered since Lovi was missing but he always tried his best to smile and act the way he always was.

"Feli~? Something wrong, amigo?"

"Ve? O-oh no I was just day dreaming" he gave a smile to show everything was alright. Antonio narrowed his eyes on Feli on a while but snapped back into his cheerful self.

"Ok! That's good~" he smiled. "So what are you guys doing here?"

"Well today is-" Ludwig started but Gilbert interrupted.

"An awesome friend of awesome me has a birthday today!" he winked. The Spaniard was a bit too dense to understand.

"Oh~ Who's your friend?" Some of the friends round him smacked their foreheads.

"Ve~! Me~" he said with a giggle.

"Oh happy birthday Feli! How old are you?" he chirped.

"Ve! Twenty!" He grabbed Feliciano's wrist and dragged him towards the stores.

"Veee! Where are we going" he asked while being dragged.

"We're going to find you the perfect present~" he chirped back

After several stores, well it felt like several, Antonio and the rest of the group told Feliciano to wait outside for a second while they get something for him. Feliciano was excited, he wondered what it could be. He looked at the pasta keychain on his cell that Antonio got him. He smiled, this was the best he ever felt in years.

Just then a group of people were heading his way.

"Hey! Isn't that the little wimp from high school?" A man with a large scar on his left eye exclaimed eye

Feliciano eyes widen if fear. These guys called themselves the hotshots; they always bullied Feliciano when he went to high school but Lovino would always come and protected him from them.

"V-v-ve..." he was shaking. "Heh I see you're still the same. What happened to your brother? We have some... Unfinished business" the guy smirked. He didn't know what to do, he was too frightened. Where was everyone?

"Heh guess you're brother ain't here to help you" he had an evil grin. "Guess we can't finish our business with him but you can replace him. Get him" he commanded. The group grabbed Feliciano and he tried to squirm out, one of the guys punched him leaving a black eye.

Feliciano finally had the nerve to scream for help. Why wasn't there anyone around? "Shit! Come on let's get out of here! Grab the crybaby too" he looked at Feliciano and smirked. "You're not going to get off that easily."

It was getting dark and they tied Feliciano up. He didn't know what to do. He was tied up, he didn't know where all his friends were, he was bruised and hurt, and it was getting dark. They finally stopped and the leader with the scar walk towards Feliciano and ripped off the duct tape from his mouth, leaving a red mark.

"W-why are you doing this...?" Feliciano shouted.

"You see this scar? You're brother gave it to me. Unfortunately with this scar I couldn't get a job and the stupid school kicked me out" he spat out pointing towards his eye.

"So where is your brother?" he commanded. Feliciano hesitated. "H-he died..." his voice wavering and he looked down at the ground.

The leader just stood there and blinked in surprise and then suddenly starts laughing. "That is priceless! That's what that piece of shit deserves! Hope he goes and rot in hell!" he and the gang laughed. Feliciano felt his face get hot and red with anger. "He was a good person! He only did that to you because you went and hurt me and everybody else! You can't just go and say that about my brother when you're even worse!" Feliciano yelled.

The leader blinked in shock but shrugged it off. He walked up to him slowly and punched him hard. "Look at that guys, the crybaby finally found his voice." he laughed, darkly. "Oh Feliciano you're still an airhead ain't you? Look around you. We're on a bridge with a canal under us. It's a far drop and plus you're tied up" he chuckled darkly and an evil grin grew larger when he saw Feliciano's eyes widen with fear. "I wonder if you can swim tied up. Grab him boys." he commanded."N-No! Let go!" he tried to squirm out of their grasp.

"FELICIANO!" he heard a familiar voice yell. Everyone turned to see a blond man and many others with him.

"Ludwig! Kiku! Help!" he was crying tears of joy. He was saved!

"Shit! Give me the crybaby! You guys go fight them off!" they threw Feliciano at him and ran towards Feliciano's friends.

Ludwig ran towards Feliciano but one of the guys blocked his was in which Ludwig went and punched in the jaw, but more of the gang blocked him.

Kiku and Antonio ran in a zig zag line towards Feliciano and more guys blocked their way.

Kiku jumped up in the air and started jumping off the heads of the gang followers.

Antonio was beating his way through the group

Gilbert was punching his way towards Felicaino.

"Shit this ain't good!" He leaned Feliciano on the edge of the bridge. Just in time Ludwig grabbed the leader by the shirt. The leader smirked and let go of Feliciano.

"Have a nice time in hell." The leader said darkly. Something was unnatural about his voice.

"FELICIANO!" he heard everyone yell as he fell, the leader chuckling darkly.

Everything went in slow motion. He could see everyone reach for him, the rapid water under him.

Well at least I'll be with fratello again...

He closed his eyes, ready for his death.


This was my first Fanfiction! I hope it's okay...
If there's anyway to make this fic better, leave a review ^^~