Author: MoiraShipper

Summary: AU. Dean and Anna are childhood friends, but after a car accident, she starts seeing things and isolating herself from people while Dean hides a secret from her.

Fear and loathing

Chapter 1-Anna Milton

Got different people inside my head

I wonder which one that they like best

I'm done with tryin' to have it all

And endin' up with not much at all

Fear and Loathing-Marina and the Diamonds

It was another afternoon at Sioux Falls High School and the halls were full of students going from class to class and Anna Milton left English class, looking forward and ignoring who was around her, until her eyes met Dean Winchestere's, and the two continued to walk in opposite directions, past each other and turned their faces, facing each other in a mixture of longing, regret, and conformation until they were lost in the crowd.

She ignored Calculus II and went to the schoolyard, toward the railing, knowing that with Physical Education going on, no one would pay attention. She took a deep breath, covering her red hair with the hood of her sweater so they wouldn't fly on her face because it was windy, when someone said:

"The principal will suspend you if he catches you running away again." Dean said, leaning against the railing and staring at the girl, who already had one foot on the railing, beginning to climb it.

"And since when do you, the great Dean Winchester, worry about rules?" She said in a low and sarcastic voice, staring at him.

Anna Milton and Dean Winchester had been neighbors and friends for five years, since she had moved to Sioux Falls at the age of 12. There had always been an attraction between them, but they had never been anything more than friends, afraid of losing what they had and were always together talking, listening to music and going out, but since the death of Anna's parents, 6 months ago, they had became distant.

"Hi, my name is Anna, I'm your new neighbor." A 12-year-old redheaded girl said, standing in front of Dean, who was inside one of Bobby's cars, which was next to the house he and Sam had been living for two months.

The boy with blond hair and green eyes wagged on the radio, tuned into Rock and looked forward, seeing Anna, surprised by the beauty of the girl in a summer dress, and who didn't seem intimidated by the his badboy way in jeans, a T-shirt and a leather jacket.

"Hi, I'm Dean Winchester." He said with a grin and then she gave a huge smile as she listened to the song:

"AC / DC? I love it!"

"Are you kidding?" He said in surprise, giving her room in the car and the girl sat down beside him. "I thought you were more of a Taylor Swift type." And he held one of her strand of hair, indicating the delicate black lace in her hair and she laughed, making Dean admire her even more ..

"I also like Johnny Cash and Linkin Park."

Dean opened a beautiful smile, and for the first time, he was talking about something interesting with a girl without flirts and he was enjoying it, while she told him a little of where she came from, her favorite songs, what she liked to draw and Dean told her about his time on the road with his father, about Sam, how he liked to work on the cars with Bobby and rock

Seeing the time, Dean knew that Sam would be hungry and, listening to Anna's belly snore, he got out of the car and held out his hand:

"Do you like pie?"

"Love."

"Then come on, uncle Bobby works till night so I'm the one who makes the pie for my little brother, I make the best pies."

The girl was surprised, not imagining that she would make a new friend right away and smiled, enchanted with him, as he led her to the house.

"Come on Anna, you're not like that." Dean said, concerned.

He couldn't believe how much Anna, his beautiful, amusing Anna had changed, shutting herself off from everyone and even turning him away when he'd try to help her. He missed her, was worried, but mostly, he had always been in love with her.

Before going to Sioux Falls with his younger brother Sam, his life had been inconstant, traveling on the road with John and Sam, hunting monsters, until they went to live in Bobby's house at the request of their father who wanted them to finish school, though when Bobby needed to investigate some case, and John would come back to pick up his sons for a few days, not just to be together, but to help him hunt.

He liked to hunt and wanted to follow in his father's footsteps, but he had also found a peace in Anna, she was beautiful, amusing and provocative, but most of all, she seemed to understand him even though she didn't know about the hunts and brought him peace.

After Anna and Dean took the boy's younger brother, Sam to a baseball game at their school, the couple were lying on Bobby's couch, who had gone out to help a friend, amd were watching a zombie movie.

The two were 15 years old now and they were best friends, always together and the boy had one hand resting his head and the other around Anna's waist, who was leaning against his chest, stroking his hand around her body

She could feel that he had been stressed since the call he had received from his father in the morning, but since he didn't talk much about his family, just that he admired his father a lot and Sam, who he loved and cared for, she hadn't asked, knowing they had some kind of secret because they would often stay outf the city for days when John appeared. And so that night, she had decided to stay by his side, reassuring him.

Dean looked away from the movie Anne had brought him, knowing he had wanted to watch it for days and looked down, where their hands were entwined and she caressed his with her thumb.

"Hey... Thanks." He murmured, indicating the movie and the pie she had bought and the girl smiled.

"You would have done the same for me Dean." She murmured, her eyes glittering and her heart racing.

"Again and again." He replied with a beautiful smile that he used only with her and, feeling the adrenaline in his blood, realizing that with each passing day, he was more in love with her, although he was afraid to get her even more involved in his life and end up hurting her.

Mesmerized by her glittering eyes, he tipped his head down and his lips brushed against the corner of her mouth, making the girl blush before Sam came downstairs to play with them.

"Hey Anna, do you want to play Poker?" The 11-year-old boy asked, showing off his cards and Anna smiled, pinching his cheek lightly as Dean stood up, a little frustrated, and lowered the cap he had given her over her red hair, messing them.

"I don't think Anna is very good with poker brother." Dean teased her, grabbing Sam's cards and sitting next to him, ruffling his hair and then winking at Anna "You're no good at lying, sweetheart.

"Are you sure?" She said, sitting on the other side of Sam with a smirk and saying to Dean: "You look so good in flannel." And she blinked as Sam laughed and Dean rolled his eyes, shuffling the cards.

"I'm not like that? I've changed, I don't need anyone, not you, so why don't you go find your little friend, Lisa?"

"In fact, you've changed." He said irritated by the way she had spoken, then walked away to cool his head.

When Anna left the school, she glanced back, watching Dean walk away looking disappointed and she closed her eyes tightly, feeling terrible. She had loved Dean since she was 15, he could be popular at school, but in fact, he was a good boy who was always by her sidr, protecting her, making her feel safe and loved, with every hug, laugh, and touch on her face or hand.

But the handsome boy was often with a new girlfriend, so she had been afraid that what he felt for her was something more fraternal and that there would only be friendship between them, but now, she had been pushing everyone from her life, including him, who was always trying to help her, fearing that he might think she was crazy or that she might ended up hurting him.

"I'm sorry Dean..."