Lily's POV

All right. Let me give this to you plain and simple. It's midnight on a Monday, well technically a Tuesday now. I've got the whole rest of the week to go. Yes that means typical school, plus Head duties, owling my parents, homework, fighting with Potter, painting my nails and thinking of new rude comments to the Marauders, you know, my usual week.

Now why you ask is this so big of a problem?

Well, I can't fall asleep. Yes, I counted sheep and everything. No sleep.

This wouldn't be as much of a problem if the thing that was occupying my thoughts wasn't the person I swore I would hate for eternity. Yep, you guessed it, James Potter.

I don't know why I think about him constantly. It's just so random, like I'll be sitting in Charms, staring at the board, but not really reading it and I'll just think of him. It's the worst when he's in class with me though. Honestly, I don't know how I'm still passing. So what do I do when I hate someone that I can't stop thinking about? I make a list of course! So fumble around for my wand and a spare piece of parchment, I whisper, "Lumos" and grab a quill. Making sure my bed curtains are completely closed so no light gets out, I set to work.

5 Reasons Why I Can't Stop Thinking About James Potter

I see him a lot – he's the other Head and we have many classes together, ect.

He's relatively good looking

Okay, he's really good looking. No, that doesn't even describe how majorly hott and sexy he is but hey! Would I ever write that down on parchment? So others could possibly read it? No, that's the other red-headed Lily Evens you're thinking about. You couldn't be talking about me.

Err… continuing with my list…

He's changed a lot since last year.

It was true. He had deflated his head a bit. Okay, a lot. And he is dare I say it, more mature?

He's my best friends cousin

It's so weird that the person I supposedly hate so much is related to my best friend, Emily. They're so different in so many ways, yet, they're the same too. The same raven black hair, same smile, same sense of humor.

What was I doing again? Oh, list, right.



And then my hand took over, writing number five before my brain could even comprehend what I was scribbling down. Horrified, I looked down at what I had written.

I'm in love with him

Whoa Lils! You really need to be getting more sleep. This can't be true, I love James Potter? No! I hate him! Why would I even think about writing this? I sighed and crumpled the parchment, putting it in my bag. Muttering, "Knox" I fell into a fitful sleep filled with dreams of James Potter.

The Next Day – James POV

"Class dismissed!"

There was a shuffle of papers and a screeching of chairs as the seventh year charms students filled out of the room and headed towards their next class. I looked up to see Lily Evens standing up from her chair, she turned and saw me. At first there was a flash of a smile that quickly turned into a scowl, wrinkling her perfect face. Rushing past me, I saw a balled up piece of paper fall from her bag. Bending down I picked it up.

"Evens!" I called after her, "You dropped this!"

She turned around and made her way over to me through the sea of moving students, her eyes wide with fear. What could be so bad about a piece of parchment? I opened it and found in Lily's handwriting, a list. About me?

Reasons Why I Can't Stop Thinking About James Potter

I see him a lot – he's the other Head and we have many classes together, ect.

He's relatively good looking

He's changed a lot since last year

He's my best friends cousin

I'm in love with him

My jaw dropped. Lily was in love with me? When did this happen?

"What the hell are you reading?" Lily said harshly, finally reaching me.

"I, uh," I said letting her snatch the parchment from me.

"No," she whispered closing her eyes. "Shit, shit, shit, shit."

"Is this-" I tried, but was cut off by an angry Lily.

"Just leave me alone Potter!" she screamed running out of the Charms room.

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