Author's Note : Quick Ouran drabble i concocted whilst sleep deprived, chocolate deprived, apple deprived, inspiration deprived, and listening to Mr Brightside by The Killers. Which has nothing really to do with how the drabble turned out, and is not my usual music choice. Huh. It's three in the morning, and I simply refused to go to bed without putting something up here, even though I have been writing Death Note all day (MattxMello, not to do with my current NearxMello. If anyone is reading that at the moment).

Warnings : HikaruxKaoru. Some swearing, implied twincest, nothing gritty though. Only 209 words long. Some crappy angst and character death. Oh Joy.

Disclaimer : I don't own anything concerning this story except the imagination used to make it. For which you are probably going to want to kill me.

This isn't enough, it's not nearly enough

Oh God...

I can't cope, I can't do this anymore- I can't do it by myself.

Help me…

In a world of diseased, twisted fairytales and not-quite-lies, why am I even surprised? And yet here it is, that dark, sickly feeling of black horror, like when something touches your shoulder in the dark and-

You can't even imagine it…

Come back- Oh, please God come back. I need you-please, please!

He's not coming back…

I have to be with you, I have to. This isn't fair, this isn't fucking fair-

Did you really expect it to be?

I need you, I want you. I love you for fuck's sake! Don't leave me here…

There's nothing left…

I have to follow you. You need me and I need you-

Until the very bitter end…

And suddenly I'm tired, exhausted, darkness pulling me down gleefully to the very depths of existence-

But he's there again…

I'm going to be with you. Because this is-

Everything and nothing, this is sick and beautiful, destructive and elegant, the ballroom of right and wrong, where we waltz dangerously to a tune with an extra beat…

I can see you again….

"Hi Kaoru."

"Hi, Hikaru."

I love you…

It was Hikaru who died first, by the way.

...I'm a horrible person...

Please review.

TwistedPearls
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