From here until eternity:
Bella goes over to Jacob's house to say goodbye -again- before she is changed. Edward refused to fulfill one of her human moments, and Jacob offers to help. What's the worst that could happen?
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight. -Cries-!
Bella's point of view:
"No." Edward whispers pushing me back and securing my arms on my sides. I moan and fall face first into our bed. He sighs and pulls my chin up so I have to face him. For a second I get lost in his deep, topaz eyes.
"Bella.." I shutter when he says my name so seductively. Does he even know what he's doing to me? "I refuse. Maybe when you've changed.. I just can't bring myself to.." I stop him before he can continue rambling.
"Oh enough about my innocence! You promised we would try, Edward! You promised! I fulfilled my end of the bargain, now it's your turn. I'm yours." I forced my lips to Edwards and kissed him passionately. He pushed me away, of course.
"I could kill you." He looks at me with dark black eyes.
"But you promised. You can't-" I whisper. I was at a loss for words so I let them trail off. Edward took in a large breath of air and winced. When he looked back at my eye's his were coal black. I would have to wait until later.
"When was the last time you went hunting?" I thought back to the night before our wedding.. Almost two weeks ago? I gasped and pulled away from him. No need to make it harder.
"But, I don't want to leave you." He whispered after me. I shook my head and pointed to the window.
"I'll be fine. Promise." He smiled my crooked smile and leaned in to kiss me on the lips. I covered my mouth and shook my head playfully like a child. He chuckled and pushed my hands to my sides. I struggled, but didn't succeed.
His lips pushed to mine forcefully and I didn't struggle any more. I kissed him back and he pulled away quickly.
I frowned and whimpered. He chuckled and kissed my forehead.
"I love you." He whispered into my hair. "Forever."
"Forever." I repeated.
I could feel wind shift around me, and found nothing. Edward had left.
I threw myself against my pillow and sighed. I knew I should be sleeping. It was almost eleven, but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Because somewhere in the back of my mind, a certain werewolves name called to me.
Jacob.
If I was to be changed in two weeks, I had to tell him goodbye again. I thought back to the last time I'd seen him..
Walking up the aisle. Charlie on my arm.
Flowers of all sorts. People watching me. I blushed and walked
faster, Charlie pulled me back and shook his head. I sighed and
smiled again. Further down at the end, was my own personal
miracle. Edward. My Edward. My love. My soon to be husband. I
shuttered but shook it off. I looked at his face and he was frowning.
Why would he be frowning? I heard a high pitched squeak and a
moan. I turned my head, along with everybody else to see a huge
trembling man running out of the chapel. I gasped and dropped my
bouquet covering my mouth. It was the first time I'd seem
Jacob in months. I could feel tears coming to my eyes. Everyone
turned to face me, then back to Jacob, then to Edward. Eyes wide.
"Jacob.."
I whispered so low even Charlie couldn't hear. I knew Jacob could
though. He stopped on his heels and turned to face me at the
doors. His face was pained. His lips forever turned down at the
corners. He shook his head like he was apologizing and ran out of the
chapel. I fought the urge to cry. I had never tried so hard.
Turning back around, Edward was frowning deeper. I took a deep breath
and blinked the tears away. I smiled a fake smile and took Charlie's
arm again. I would finish this. For Edward's sake.
xoxox
Jacob Black's point of view:
A loud, familiar growl sounded outside my house. I gasped and looked up to the window. Bella!
I ran out the door into the rain and waited. I had heard her a ways off, and by how slow she drove, she wouldn't get here fast enough. My head jumped around in my chest uncontrollably while I waited by the road.
Finally, finally, a large red truck lugged it's way around the corner and stopped in front of my house. I took a deep breath and waited.
xoxox
Bella's point of view:
I pulled up into the Black's driveway. I gasped when I saw Jacob standing in the rain, frowning. He stared right into my eyes and I jumped out of the car.
I ran towards him and jumped into him, hugging him. He didn't hug me back for a while, but when he did he pulled me close to his chest. I couldn't even breath, but I didn't care.
The rain was clinging my clothes to my body, but the heat coming off of Jacob's skin kept me warm.
Jacob kissed my head then picked me up, cradling me to his chest. Using his shoulders, he kept the rain out of my eyes. He walked me into his house and laid me down on the couch.
"I'll be right back." He mumbled walking away. I would have protested but I couldn't even form words in my mouth.
When he came back he had a plate full of all kinds of foods. Watermelon, hot dogs, cheese, crackers, other various foods. I laughed at the random combo and grabbed a cracker; shoving it in my mouth. Jacob's frown never left his face. He sat down next to me and placed the plate in between us.
The silence was awkward. I coughed; Jacob looked away. I opened my mouth to talk and failed; Jacob messed with his hair. I would reach for something; Jacob would stop breathing. It was impossible.
Finally I talked. More like pleaded..
"Jacob, please! I'm sorry! I'm sorry about everything! I just- I can't- I just don't know-.." I mumbled uncomprehendingly.
Jacob turned to me, and stared into my eyes. I sniffled and tried again.
"I wanted to say goodbye one more time before.." I stopped when I saw Jacob trembling.
"No." He whispered darkly. "You are not leaving me. Not now. Not ever." I frowned then tears streamed down my face.
"Jacob I-" He interrupted me.
"You. Are. Not. Leaving. Me. Bella!" He sounded each word out and jumped at me.
I gasped and fell backwards onto the arm of the couch. He hugged me tight to him, sobs coming from inside his chest.
Finally he pulled back to stare into my eyes again.
"Jacob I should go.." I whispered. Next thing I know fire was everywhere. Jacob's lips pressed hard against mine, pushing my back down onto the cough. I gasped and tried to push him away, but stop trying after a few seconds.
I was shocked when I realized I was kissing him back.
In one quick movement he picked me up and carried me to his bedroom. He kicked the door open, while we still kissed. I barely noticed. I barely noticed anything except Jacob.
He laid me down on his bed and kissed me for a short minute. He pulled back and whispered my name. "Bella.." I pressed my lips back to his, and we didn't stop.
Okay. I know Breaking Dawn came out, and a lot of people might argue about the plot. I like the idea though! Tell me if I should improve anything.. No, I'm not going to get into details about what they're going to do.