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AN: A little something that I started working on over the summer…song is The Hardest Thing by 98 Degrees…Angela/Jordan implied…from Jordan's POV

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry


This is the last thing I ever wanted to do. It kills me to stand here and watch the tears fall down your face and do nothing about them. I want to take you in my arms and hold you like there's no tomorrow. I want to tell you that everything is going to be alright. But I can't. Instead I tell you that I'm leaving. That what we have isn't working out anymore. And as the tears continue to stain your pretty face my heart is slowly breaking. But I don't let it show. My face remains emotionless as I painfully say goodbye.

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

I know that this is the right thing to do. All I did was hurt you. And you continued to love me no mater what. I couldn't stand to hurt you anymore. Without me in your life you can move on and find someone you deserve, someone better than me, who will love you and take care of you. And although it's hard for me to do this, I'm saying goodbye. I'm letting you go.


I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be
It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you


I'm lying to myself and you as I tell you that I don't love you. But if you knew how I really felt it would be harder to leave. I wasn't meant to have you as mine. So I'm leaving. I turn away from your tear stained face, leaving you behind and hoping that you will find a better life. I'm constantly telling my self that it's for the best. That you will be better off. It's this mantra that keeps me from running back into your arms. Goodbye my sweet Angela, may your life be better without me.


It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

The End