Lies

Dis: Don't own, Don't sue, Naruto's POV One Shot.

Why did everything have to be this way? Living a lie all your life?

Why must I have to be looked at with hateful eyes from those who know my story?

I been raped,beaten and nearly killed more times than I can remember and tried to kill myself more times than that?

Eighteen years of suffering and oh how I have suffered.

Through the pain and suffering, one person has always been there for me, but now he is no long there.

I'm not who they think I am,I'm not the hyperactive idiot kid on ADHD, I'm not the goofy ball they see on the outside, deep down I'm a murderer, killing my first victim when I was only a day old.

Poor man, He probably didn't know that sealing a nine tailed demon fox inside of me would kill him.

Than my killing didn't stop there, It was than they townspeople when they chased me on my birthday for eighteen years...

Than came my missions, I could kill now when I needed now and not get thrown into jail unless it was my fellow ninja and that has yet to happen.

I guess as I sit here writing, My so called friends are out partying,

Well, a small group came so I don't wish them any harm.

Lee, Shikamaru, Hinata, Kiba and his dog Akamau, Shino and Chouji.

They asked me if I wanted to go out and how I was feeling and I told them I wasn't feeling good and would go out them next time...however there won't be a next time.

Standing, I walked out onto the cold balcony and laid down watching the star's, a recent sharpen Kunai knife laying beside me.

I can't stand the lies anymore, so it ends tonight.

Taking the kunai in my hand, I silt both wrists and watched the crimson liquid fall down my arm until I finally passed out.

What seemed like days, where mearliy hours when I felt someone shake me to wake me up, opening my eyes, I found my wrists had been bandaged and I was tied down on the bed so I would stay put.

Still in the haze from the blood loss, I notice a raven haired figure standing over me.

"Sasuke.." I manage to squeak out.

"You dumb ass" he said. "What stupid ass thought cross your dumb ass mind to try and commit sudide?!"

Ouch, his words hurt but they was the truth, but what did cross my mind?

"You and the lies I have been living" I manage to croak out.

"Your a dumb ass Naruto, I love you but I was waiting for the right time, the right time to take you away from the evil and lies of the village"

I could feel my eyes fill with tears, I missed him so much and I was glad that he was going to take me away from all the hate and lies.

Hinata must of found my bloodstained note because those who were the closest to me were out looking for me and Sasuke the very next day and every day since than.

I still drop by once and awhile to see how they are doing only once they are asleep though, I leave notes to tell them how me and Sasuke are doing but not reveling where we are.

Sasuke told me to start a journal, at first I thought it wasn't a very good idea but I started one and glad I did.

I don't feel as angry anymore.

Anyways, I told you some about my life story but for now I need some rest, tomorrow is going to be a very long day, me and Saskue are now with the sound nin under the control of Orochimaru and we are going to try and take over Konoha, the village of all the hateful memories and lies.

Night from your number one hyperactive knuckle headed ninja.

Naruto Uzumaki