I will die, you have to.... ----CHAPTER 1
A/N : I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT STEPHENIE MEYER DOES IM STILL TRYING TO BRIBE HER INTO GIVING IT TO BE!!!!!!
"Have you told him yet?" Carlisle asked me one day when edward had gone to the shop as I needed some stuff, i was here with Carlisle, Edwards 'adoptive' father.
"Not yet" I repiled honestly. "You need to bella, as soon as possible, before you get too sick." He told me. "I will but i dont want to hurt him" i said with tears starting to form in my eyes. Cralisle gave me a sympethtic look before heading to his study. I wandered over to the couch and midlessly watched TV for about 20 minutes before Edward arrived back. That night Edward cooked me a wonderful dinner that was Tomato pasta with basil and mozarilla cheese. After we had sat at his piano and i watched him play my lullaby among others. Then i had taken a 'human moment', i crawled into the oversized bed in Edwards room and we cuddled a kissed until i had fallen asleep.
The next morning i dressed scarfed down breakfest, though only to make edward happy i wasn't hungry, and we had driven to the meadow. And i climed onto edwards back rested my head on his choulder and enjoyed the sort run. Once we got there he set me down in th grass where instead of laying down i sat crossed legs and played with the grass not sure of how to tell him.
"Umm Edward, can we talk?" i asked nervously. "Sure love, what about he?" he replied with curiostity. "Well the thing is, and this is is not the first time because it's back and they dont think they can make me better this time and i dont want to put you or me or anyone else for that matter through it..." I rambled on. "What is it love, just get it off your chest, it cant be that bad." Edward soothed. Oh but if only he new that it was that bad.
I then choked out the dreaded words, "Edward i have Chronic lymphocytic leukemia."
Edward just stat there in shock. Then asked " are you sure you have that?" "Positive" i repiled. He then gingerly picked me up in his arms and ran back to the car where we went back to the house to talk to carlisle and tell the others.
HAHAHAHA CLIFHANGER. I DO NOT KNOW MUCH ABOUT CLL (BELLA'S CANCER) BUT IF ANY OF YOU DO THEN JUST TELL ME AND I WILL JUST DO THE BEST I CAN, REMEMBER REVEIW REVIEW REVIEW AND BE NICE!!!!!