Title: Going home

Author/Notes this is a slash story people so it means boy on boy love, set after Janus List.

English isn´t my native tongue so be patiente with me.

Colby was for the very first time a totally guilt free man, they now knew what he had done and why he did it, he was back at the ofice today, he knew that he won´t be getting any slack but at least he thought that he would be able to work.

When he put his foot at the ofice he saw his boss tossing him a look, like if trying to see something, what? Colby had no idea but it worried him, after all he had left his love alone, but nobody knew about them.

Big was his surprise when Megan handed him a letter.

"it got really ugly and he couldn´t take it anymore"

"what are you talking about Megan?"

"I´m sorry Colby he explains it better, just read the letter"

So Colby picked the letter, a very familiar handwritting came to view.

Colby

Why I´m not here? Well I couldn´t take it anymore, when they search your aparment they found out about us, and Don wasn´t happy, I swear I try, I really did but I couln´t take it anymore, our love isn´t wrong, loving you was the best thing that ever happened to me and I wasn´t about to let anyone say otherwise.

I love you, and it won´t change.

I believe in you my faith in you doesn´t make a stupid, it makes me human, you make me feel, you know how amazing is that?I´m always been saw as a machine someone that could pop numbers out of his head, or a spoiled brat, no one apart of my mom saw me I thought that my dad saw me too but he left perfectly clear were he stands and is not with me, I´m hurt for that but I got good people with me, Larry, Megan, Millie and even Amita care for me a great deal.

I won´t be there, I just got tired of being a punching ball, I left my home and my job, I want a fresh start away from pain, away from feeling guilty for finding love in this darkness that I live, for finding ligth, for finding you.

I love you so very much, you´re a part of me, I have you so inmerse in my body, you took away my fear of believing that someone could love me, you took time to get pass my defendses and see that I was someone desperly trying to find someone who loves me, and you did, I love you Cole.

You made me loose the fear of screaming my love at anyone who listen to me.

You have my heart, my secret, my ilussions, everything that I have to offer.

When you´re ready you here is the way to find me, just don´t tell anyone.

PS: tell Megan that is impolite to read other people letter, but it´s OK I forgive her.

Come home when you´re ready love I´d be waiting.

Love you always and forever.

Charles Edward Eppes.

And then Colby did four things, hug Megan, got and punched Don, filled his resignation

He book a plane ticket to NY and went find the most important person in his world, his love, Charlie, he was going home.