A/N:

This is my FIRST EVER fanfiction. So please, be nice :'(

I know My english is pretty terrible, it is not my native language.

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Elsa's POV

After I got back to Arendelle, everything seemed to get better. The gates were open everyday, Arendelle was back to it's original season. The smiles returned to people of Arendelle, occasional ice skating session in the castle lifted people's moods. Apparently Hans of the Southern Isle got his punishment, he was forced to be stripped his right and authority as prince and had to work as a servant for a year. He deserved it. No matter how greedy someone can be, what he did was unjust. Olaf never changed. His optimistic thinking never left him I guess. He was Arendelle's mascot you could say. Everybody was fascinated by him, and he was everybody's favourite. Kristof and Sven continued what they were doing, except he ran a business with 100s of people working under him. Sven was the "commander" of the reindeers. I granted him the business as a repay of what he did for me and Anna. Also, I couldn't say no when Anna was practically begging me. It's a shame that things didn't work out between him and Anna, but I was glad that Kristof wasn't one of those guys who abandons their ex. They are best friends now. Kristof is a good guy. As for Anna…. she pretends that she hasn't changed, that everything is fine, but I can see it. She was broken. Every night I sat by her door. She was crying. From nightmare or just crying I didn't know. I feel useless and sound of her crying aches my heart every time. I wish I could open the door and embrace her with anything I can offer, but something inside me stops me. Something tells me that I will lose control. Control of what? I don't know.

I close my journal and head out to the hallway. At the same time, Anna comes out of her room, her face filling with smile as she sees my face. I can't help but to smile as well, as I see her beautiful, freckled face. "Elsa! ahem.. I mean, my queen." She bowed. I laughed and raised her chin with my hand. "No need for that Anna. I am your sister." Anna smiled and grabbed my arm. We walked down the hallway. "So Elsa, do you want to do something?" She asked full of excitement. "Anna… I am sorry, but I got dukes from different places to meet." The smile disappeared from Anna's face and was replaced by a sad face. "Oh….. ok…. it's alright, I'll see you later than." She let go of me and walked away. I watched her walk away in pain, as I forced myself to walk in to the meeting room.

few hours later.

"For the thousand times, No!" I shouted. The duke of Howerton shouted back, "Queen Elsa, think this through, we might be your only country willing to trade with you!" By the thought of that, I hesitated. 'What happen if I can't get anyone else? Arendelle will fall. All because of me.' However, something inside me, not the same one that told me not to enter Anna's room, this time, something different was telling me to say no. "I am sorry, but I think you should leave. My business with you is finished." His face showed sign of surprise, as if he expected to return with confirmation of an agreed deal. That spurred me on, to keep my attitude. I simply turned my back and walked out. There was no way that I was going to give up the one that mattered to me most. One reason why I keep breathing. One that I loved like no other. I was not going to give up Anna to someone else.

I closed the door behind me and as soon as the door closed, I leaned on it, panting. 'What is this feeling that I am feeling?' Something deep inside me, was swelling up. Something tells me I know what it is. What kind of feeling I am feeling. 'Conceal it. Don't feel it.' I thought to myself. As I was about to head to my room, in the distance I saw Anna. She was leaning against my door. I walked towards her. Seeing me, she sprung up, and she hugged me. "Elsa! Thank god, I was so bored! Kristof was with his troll family and Olaf was too busy with kids!" Warm feeling grew inside me. I was hugging back, but I could feel the tension rising between me. I broke the hug, pushing her away. "Anna please, I am too tired to play with you. Let me be." Pain went across her face. "What's wrong? Did something happen?" "No Anna, I told you I am just tired." She grabbed my wrist. I let out a small moan. "You can't fool me Elsa, something is bothering you! We promised each other that we won't keep secrets from each other!" I try to yank myself free, but it's no use. "Anna…" "No! You are not shutting me out again! I've had enough with you shutting me out! Nothing changed after the incident! You are still avoiding me! Why is that Elsa? Why!" I couldn't take it anymore. Now, the things that I wasn't sure of moments ago, was somehow clear.

"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!" I cut her off. I could feel tears swelling up. "I am ashamed of myself, every time I shut you out, I left you alone, no one to comfort you when mom and dad died! I almost killed you! Yet you sacrifice yourself for me! I don't deserve you Anna! Every night, it kills me when you cry. It kills me that I am not there with you. It kills me every fucking time when I see your face not smiling. I love you Anna. I know it's wrong, but I can't help it!" Tears were falling, I buried my face in my hands, sobbing. "Elsa…" She grabbed my chin, and held it up. She was crying also, but she was… smiling. Confusion filled my mind. Then, in that dead of the moment, she kissed me. It was not one of those sisterly kisses we gave each other when we were young. This, this was a proper kiss that lovers give each other. My eyes were wide in shock. Anna's eyes were closed, and as time passed, mine eventually closed as well. We pulled back, gasping for air. We both smiled at each other, just staring into each other's eyes.

"Oh Elsa… How long have I been waiting? I knew I was in love with you ever since that day. Something was holding me back from Kristof. It took me a while, but I realised it was you." I was smiling, tears running down my face. We embraced each other in warm, tight hug and I whispered, "I love you Anna." She whispered back. "I love you too Elsa." Then we let it go.

Few Hours Later

I woke up to find Anna lying beside me. She was resting her head on my breast, and I realised we were both naked. Sudden sense of panic started to overwhelm me. 'Did anyone hear us? See us? What are we going to do if someone found out? They would kill us.' Then I looked at my lovely sister. My lover. She had smiles on her face as she was sleeping like a baby. I also realised that for the first time in forever, Anna slept without having nightmares or crying. I couldn't help myself but smile, as I brushed her hair behind her ears. All the worries suddenly disappeared and got replaced by thoughts of reassurance. I loved her, and I am willing to risk everything if it meant that I could be with Anna. I would leave the kingdom, the right as queen if it meant we had our rights to be together. As I was thinking, Anna started to wake up. I leaned down and kissed her on the lips softly. "Good morning beautiful." I said. Anna smiled. "Last night, was amazing." She said. I felt my cheeks turn scarlet. She was beautiful. I was so glad that last night had happened. "So…" Anna asked. "What now?" I smiled at her. Kissing her again gently, I said "It's the beginning of everything."