Morning has Broken
Chapter 1
My first fanfiction guys, so please be nice and review it! I own nothing, it all belongs to Stephenie Meyer! XD
I hoped this day would come later, but it appeared to be time. I didn't know if I could forgive him for this, he was my best friend and he had done this to her. I ached to be human for just a few minutes, to cry my eyes out, and feel the coolness of Edward's skin once more. God, I'm so selfish! Of course, I love Edward more than anything in existence, so why should I want anything less for my daughter? Jealousy pulsed through me. I needed to calm down.
"Edward, please get Jasper. Quickly!" I pleaded urgently.
"Of course, my love. Jasper," My husband spoke just above a whisper, but it was enough. Jasper was at my side and immediately I felt my jealousy subside. Instead, I was filled with a comforting numb sensation.
"Thank you Jazz, I think I'll be just fine now," I spoke gratefully. He simply nodded and left, back to Alice I presumed. I closed my eyes and sighed in my husband's delightful scent, desire coursing through my body, aching for him. I used all my strength to let go of my shield and thought just three simple words to him. I want you.
"Whatever your heart desires, my Bella," was his reply. Edward held me close and kissed me passionately. I groaned with pleasure and felt his lips curve to smile. This is bliss, I thought to myself, my happy place will never be replaced.
A good while later, Edward sat up and spoke to me gently, "She wants to see us, and formally discuss his and her intentions to be together. She's very worried as to our reactions; we should go and reassure her." I looked down, guilt flooding through me. "Bella? What is it?" my husband could read me like a book now, despite my shield protecting my mind and, if I should wish it too, , others around me. I looked up into my husband's eyes and decided to explain.
"Edward, I'm such a hypocrite. When I knew of Renessmee's feelings for Jacob, I was jealous!" Hurt and confusion was on my husband's face, and he looked at me as if to question me. I continued, "I felt so jealous that she now loved someone more than me, more than us-" my voice broke off as sobs filled my chest. I felt so ashamed of myself. I snuck a wary glance at Edward, who surprisingly looked relieved. "What Edward? Why are you happy about this? I'm shameful!" I was confused, and looked to him, pressing him for an answer.
"My dearest Isabella, you had me scared for a moment! I thought you were telling me that you were jealous of Jacob and Renessmee's relationship," he explained to me, but I still didn't understand. "I thought you were wishing that it was you that Jacob shared this special bond with." Oh. Now I got it, but how could Edward ever think that? I loved Edward more than life itself, more than anyone could ever feel about anything in all of eternity. I once again released my shield and showed him this. He wore my favourite crooked smile and shook his head ruefully. He said. "I know only one exception to that theory of yours…" I smiled and nodded, no-one could ever be oblivious about Edward's feelings toward me.
"Now, shall we face the music?" Edward asked me. I sighed inwardly and grimly took his hand while we walked to find Renessmee.