Summary: ok, so just read the prologue… it'll be good I hope..This is my first fanfic, so just give it a chance? BEWARE: some of you may not like the ending. Contains foul language, sexual activity, and drugs.

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Stan

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PROLOUGE:

Looking back now, I wish I knew how I could change this. He never knew about my feeling for him. He never knew that deep down, he was my whole life. Hell, even I didn't, until it was too late. He was my everything, and I lost him. I don't know how I will continue on, but for him, I will. He took the easy way out. Now, my whole existence has changed.

A/N: yes, I know that's pretty mean of me. But the rest will be pretty much like normal p.o.v and such(:

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