Disclaimer: I do not own The Hunger Games :(

I should of known it wasn't real.

The platform clicks into place below me and my first instinct should be to take in my surroundings, but instead my eyes rake over the semi circle of tributes to find Cato.

He will protect me.

I find him almost instantly, about six tributes to my left, at the edge of the semi circle. He's hard to miss, big, broad and ready to go. His golden hair is spiked up slightly and he's pushed the sleeves of his jacket up, exposing his muscled lower arm to me.

Focus Glimmer!

His eyes skim the tributes like mine, and I think he's looking for me, he said he would protect me. But his eyes sweep right past mine and I follow them until they lock with Clove's, who is directly opposite from Cato. He smiles at her, and she licks her lips and smirks at him in response.

I knew there was something between those two.

The way they look at each other, it's so much more than district partners. He looks at her like he wants her, not just her body, like the way he looked at me last night, but all of her. He looks at her like he wants to care for her, to protect her.

He looks at her like he wants to love her.

The way he should be looking at me.

I stumble slightly when the gong rings out, heading towards the silver bow and sheath. It has to be for me, I was the only one who picked it up during training. I focus on it, until I see Cato ahead of me, and he bends down slightly as he approaches the pile that has my bow on top.

I think for a moment that I overlooked his interaction with Clove, that he is going to protect me, but instead he comes up with his arms full with about a dozen knives and only then do I realize that Clove is only a few meters away.

He tosses them to her, and she catches them and slides them into her jacket with ease. She licks her lips at him and he smirks at her, picking up a sword, and she turns away smiling.

I pick up my bow and slide the sheath over my shoulder, but nothing seems right anymore, everything feels unnatural.

I should of seen this coming.

I had thought it was just a coincidence that Cato had came up to me the day after my mentor had been talking to his about strategy. He had compliment my archery and smiled seductively and I had batted my eyelashes and went along with it.

Stupid!

I cower in the corner, only picking off tributes when necessary. It's my strategy, weak little pretty girl who will come out fighting in the end.

It's just for the games.

I watch that night as Cato tugs me closer in his arms, but keeps his eyes locked with Clove's, neither of them even acknowledging my presence.

Clove licks her lips some more and he smirks at her, and I feel like an idiot as I sit there in his arms thinking he cared.

It's just for the games.

A/N: I did it guys.

I wrote a jealous Glimmer fic.

*throws confetti*

I feel so accomplished

I really wanted to do something like this, when Glimmer realizes that it was for the games, and everyone was doing the whole Tracker Jacker thing, so I thought I'd start right from the beginning.

Yay :D

Right now I'm on a cruise ship and I persuaded my mum to buy like 5 minuets of internet.

Better make this quick ;)

I don't really have that much to say, just I'm spending the 100 year anniversary of the sinking of the Titanic on a cruise ship.

Great.

I'm not doing much. Just walking around quoting Clove. The usual.

Bahaha at dinner the other night I got bored so I picked up my knife and pretended to be the careers.

I pretended to throw it like a spear for Marvel.

Then I got my fork and used it like a bow and arrow for Glimmer.

Then I swung it round like a sword for Cato.

Then, obviously, I threw it like a knife for Clove.

Yep, just and average meal with the Johnston family :)

Better go. Mum is wagging her finger at me ;)

Review my lovelies :D

Zoe Renee xxx