Chapter 1

Ashley sat in her English class, twiddling her cherry red hair between her manicured fingers, subconsciously staring at the boy on the opposite side of the room with her brown eyes. Logan Mitchell was the boy. 100% HOT. Her crush for almost a year. Ashley would never tell him about her crush. No way. He was the popular Jock and she was just Ashley. The Ashley Roberts that would never get the guts to tell other people how she feels. "Ashley Roberts Pay attention!" Yelled Miss Markey, resulting in Sabrina jumping then looking at the teacher, blushing by the fact she had been caught staring. "Sorry" She mumbled. "Now. I want you all to pick partners and when you have, I will give you further instructions" She said and went to sit over at her desk. The room was filled with the noise of scraping chairs and chatter. Ashley sighed and leaned back in her chair knowing her best friend would come rushing over anyway. "I totally saw you checking out Mitchell" Her best friend Jo Taylor said from the seat beside her. "I wasn't. You imagining things" Ashley said grabbing a pen and writing her name on the sheet that came round. "Oh come on Ash. Well both know darn well that you were staring!" She said a little too loud. "It is true. Ashley. I think Loges was the only one who didn't realise" Said one of Logan's Best friends James Diamond. "Hey you're the one who is always looking in the mirror and checking yourself out aren't you?" Ashley asked resting her elbow on the table and pointing at him. "I don't check myself out. I admire my good looks" He said turning back around. That was the closest Ashley has come to socializing with Logan and it wasn't even him. It was His best friend. "Aren't they the same things?" Ashley asked turning back to the blonde girl on her right. She laughed and nodded. "I think so" Jo Said. Ashley laughed and let her eyes wander. Surprisingly enough (Sarcasm) they landed on Logan whilst he messed about with his best friend Kendall Knight. Those two were like death whilst they were together. I mean every girl swoons over one of them alone but when they are together, everyone practically drops dead. Logan had his back to said girl and Kendall was facing her. Kendall noticed Ashley watching them and nudged Logan and motioned to her with his head. Logan turned around and saw her watching him. Ashley realised and turned away blushing, not being able to decide where to look. "Now class..." The teacher said standing in front of them. All eyes landed on her as they waited to know what they had to do. "In your pairs I want you to do an Interview, and then swap roles. It can be on any subject as long as it is appropriate" She said looking at Carlos, James, Kendall and Logan meaning she meant them in particular. They all laughed and did a handshake in there pairs. A few girls rolled there eyes and looked back at the teacher. "Now get to work" She said leaving the room. Ashley looked to her best friend and did as the teacher had said. Ashley's mind wandered every now and then to what Logan may think about her staring. "Why were you staring at Jock guy over there?"

"I wasn't staring—"

"Yes you were" James interrupted. Ashley grabbed her book and threw it at James. "Shut up!"
"Oh feisty. Us guys like that. Wanna go on a date?" James asked doing his 'Famous' hair flip. "Oh James. Im flattered. No" She said looking back to Jo. "Oh come on Babe. I'll make it a night to remember" He said winking. "Ew. I would rather have a row of 7 double Decker buses run me over one after the other then get stabbed in the heart 57 times than go on a date with you"

"So that's a no?"
"Yes"
"Sure?"

"Yes"
"Absolutely sure?"
"Yes"
"Is it because you like Logan?"
"Yes. Wait I mean No!"
"Ha! You totally have a crush on Logie!" James said a little too loud. That got the classes attention. All eyes landed on nervous Ashley. "I-Uh... You see I..." Ashley panicked, grabbed her bag and ran from the room. She ran to the girls toilets slid down the wall and put her head in her hands.

The school bell went and Jo was the first one out. She looked around for her red head friend but couldn't see her. She groaned and as she was about to walk off she felt a strong hand on her arm. She turned around and came face to face with Kendall. "Do you mind?" She asked looking at his hand around her wrist. He let go and put his hands in his skinny jean pockets. "Sorry. Look I wanna help you find your friend. I mean you are looking for her right?"
"Yeah I am. Why do you wanna find her?"
"Because Logan is practically my brother. I wanna talk to her and see if it's true. Do you know if it is?"
"No. She never said anything about it. Now come on and help me find her" Jo said grabbing Kendall's wrist and pulling him around the school. They looked in as many class rooms they could and ended up outside the girl's toilet. "Stay here. I'll tell you if she is in here" Jo said to her blonde companion and went in the toilets. She looked around the corner then went back to the door where Kendall was. "Shes in here" Jo whispered. Kendall opened the door a little further and walked in the girl's bathroom. "Dude!" Jo said after him. Kendall went over and sat beside Ashley. "Man it smells nice in here" He said looking around. Jo smacked him around the back of his head. "Ow!" Kendall yelled putting a hand on the back of his head. "Jo pointed to Ashley practically yelling with her facial expression 'COME ON GENIOUS SORT IT OUT!' Kendall sighed. "Hey Ashley..." Sob. "Ashley look at me" Kendall said prying at her wrists. She looked up and the first thing she saw was forest green eyes looking sweetly at her. She sniffled and looked at Kendall. "I-I think you L-lost" Ashley said from her position on the floor. "Huh?" Kendall asked. "I-I mean this is the girls T-Toilet. Im pretty sure you're a guy". Jo decided to let and see if Kendall could sort this out himself and left. Kendall let out a chuckle. "Yeah Im a guy. And you know why Im in here?"
"Why?" Ashley asked wiping her eyes. "Because I wanna make sure your okay" He said. Ashley smiled. "But Why? I mean Im sure there are more important people out there than me"

"Im sure there is but I don't like seeing people upset. Especially if it's over my idiot of a friend I call Logan" Kendall said smiling. Ashley giggled and looked back up. "Do you really like him? I mean is it true. You don't have to tell me if you don't want to but if you do I can help you out I mean -"
"Kendall do you always talk this much?"
"Sometimes. What Im saying. Is if you do I have some tips for you to win him over" Kendall said honestly. Ashley sighed and thought it over. "Promise not to tell anyone?"
"I promise" Kendall said putting a hand on his heart. "I kinda do like your friend. But no matter what tips you give me he'll never like me. He probably doesn't even know my name."
"Thats not true. He does know your name." Kendall said chuckling. "Look. I like you. You seem like a sweet girl. I wanna help you. So let me and it will work trust me. And if it doesn't... I will punch Logie round the face until he realises he is completely in love with you" Kendall said with a crocked grin. Ashley laughed a little. "Thanks. But I have never spoken to him. What am I meant to do?"
"I dunno talk to him? Look Logan may be popular, a jock and all that. But he's pure hearted. I don't mean to sound gay cus Im as straight as an arrow but Logan Is one of the most amazing people you will ever meet. Thats why he's my best friend. If you wanna win him over I just have one tip. Be yourself. Don't let the panic or anything change you because I know your the perfect girl for him. Logan's to blind to realise it" Kendall said putting a hand on her Knee. Im gunna be with Logan all day so if you go for it today, I'll be there too" Kendall said smiling. "Thanks Kendall" Ashley said a smile tugging on her lips. "Welcome" Kendall said holding his hand out. Ashley took his offer to help her up. She felt him give her something. He gave her one more smile then left. The red head opened the piece of paper and read it.

Am I a bad person? I look can change everything. From good to evil. Am I right or is it all in my head?

Ashley frowned as she read it again trying to make sense of the note. She read it another several times hoping the words would change into something that made sense but nothing happened. Ashley sighed and put it in her pocket and going over to the mirror to sort herself out. She didn't look bad. Just her eyes were a little red and she had tear streaks falling from her eyes. She grabbed a tissue and sorted herself out. When she decided she looked okay she walked out heading to her music class.

Kendall sighed as he left the bathroom and walked over to his locker to get out his music book. "Yo Kendizzle!" He heard his best friend James yell. He turned and saw Carlos, James and Logan approach him. "Hey guys" Kendall said. "Where did you disappear to?" Logan asked Kendall knowing he meant after English. "Just to talk to someone. No big deal" He said shrugging. You're not yourself..." Logan said slowly. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing. Im fine" Kendall answered closing his locker. "There's something. Tell me" Carlos said. "It's nothing really"

"Dude come on-"
"I SAID IM FINE! FUCK SAKE JUST ACCEPT THAT!" Kendall yelled before walking away from his scared friends. Just as Kendall stormed past the bathroom Ashley walked out. "Kendall wait!" She yelled and went after him. Kendall stopped and turned around. "What!" He snapped. Ashley took a step back and looked at him. "Sorry" She muttered. Before walking of thinking she should have known better. "Ashley wait I didn't mean to-!" Kendall groaned when Ashley just kept walking away. "Ashley Please!" Nothing. Kendall sighed and ran after her. He caught up with the red head and grabbed her arm. Ashley gasped and turned to see the green eyed boy. "What?"
"Im sorry for snapping. My short temper was showing. Tell me what you wanted" He said letting go of her arm. The bell rang signalling time for music. "Im in the same class as you. Walk with me" Kendall said signalling with his head to walk on. Ashley reluctantly followed and tried very hard to ignore the looks she got. That was one of the annoying things about that school. Whenever you're seen with someone of the opposite sex, you're automatically dating. It gets really annoying after a while. "What did you want me for?" Kendall asked the girl walking by his side. "It doesn't matter. I left my book in my locker" Ashley was about to turn around when she walked straight into someone. Causing them both to drop everything. "Oh my god I am so sorry!" said girl apologized. "Its fine" A much too familiar voice said. Typical. Ashley looked up with a blush spreading across her cheeks. She grabbed his last book and stood up dusting herself off. "Here" She said holding his folders and books out for him to take. They traded objects and their eyes met. "Uh..." Ashley stuttered. "Ashley right?" Logan asked cocking an eyebrow. "Urrrm yeah. Your Logan right?" Ashley asked. She knew her name to well. .. It was written all in her diary. She thought she should just play along. "Yeah" He said holding his hand out. Ashley shook it, Sparks flying up her body when their skin touched. Im sorry about bumping into you. I should watch where I am going" Ashley said blushing. "Oh its okay. No blood no foul" Logan said with his heart stopping crocked grin. "Oh Hey Cami!" Logan yelled. Ashley turned to see Camille walking up to Logan with a huge smile on her face. "Hey Baby" Camille said grabbing Logans hand, twining their fingers and Kissing him on the lips. The couple pulled away and Logan put his arm around her shoulders. "See you around amber" Logan said before walking off. "It's Ashley" Ashley muttered before turning around. Camille hated Ashley. No one apart from Camille knows why but she hates her. That girl would do anything to make Ashley's life misery. I mean talk about out to get somebody. Ashley turned into the girls toilets, Once again, Slid down the wall and Cried.

So here is Chapter One. Tell me what you guys think. And I know it says Kendall and Logan but this is NOT A KOGAN STORY! I DO SHIP Kogan. I mean it is so real! Anyway. Review and tell me what you think and if I should continue this story. And I've reached a dead end for NGU so bare with me. Anyway. PLEASE go check out "What Logan left Out" It's a Fanficton Story by LPHenderson'sGirl, she is a dear friend of mine and the story is amazing. Make sure to check her out and review her! Anyway. Muchos Amos!