She walks away from everything she has ever known.
She tried to make it work.
She really did.
But the differences between them were so evident these days.
More anger, fights, tears and words that could never be taken back.
So it was better this way.
Easier this way.
They wouldn't get hurt as much this way.
She wouldn't get hurt as much this way.
In the early days, their relationship was pure bliss.
The love was new.
(Well it was always there, but that was a different love)
This new love was strange.
Taboo.
Not normal.
(But were they ever normal?)
But that was ok.
She was good at hiding things, and he could learn.
He was an excellent learner.
As the days turned into weeks, weeks into months, months into years,
Hiding became harder to do.
Everyone around them were settling down.
Getting married, starting a family.
But they were stuck.
They couldn't do any of that.
Those things were for normal people.
And they were far from normal.
The stress built up.
Bubbling up, coming in first small bursts.
At first.
Then it became too much.
Fighting everyday, over the tiniest of issues.
The love melted away.
She had never noticed how wrong this relationship was.
The undying love she had felt for him had always pushed away the guilt.
But now the love had disappeared, leaving perfect guilt sized holes.
She just couldn't take it anymore.
She was sick of being strange.
Of not being normal.
She left everything behind.
Her beloved objects.
Her completely awesome wardrobe full of clothes.
The memories of better times.
Him.
She was ready for a fresh start.
A chance of being normal.
She also left a note.
She knew he wouldn't want to come after her, but left the note to make sure he definitely wouldn't follow.
This note would reach all the right spots.
Kill any feelings of love that he was still holding on to.
Subconsciously fighting for.
She signed it, turned around, and walked away.
Dear Justin.
Violets are violet,
Roses are red.
I left you, it's over,
Our relationship is dead.
It's not right to love you like I did,
Its disgusting, taboo.
Read that sentence again Justin.
It says did, not do.
So now I say goodbye.
I left all my stuff behind.
I'm cleaning up my life, Justin.
I'm erasing you from my mind.
There is nothing between us anymore,
We do NOT love each other.
And so this is how I leave you.
I'll miss you my big brother.
Alex.
SUPPPP? Long time no see! ANYWHO, go check my profile to see why I've been MIA :)
- Love Jalex232