Set after the episode where Eric tells his family they are to blame for vals death. What happens when Finn takes it personally and blames himself, will anyone help him before it's too late.
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Chapter 1:
Finn walked out of the B&B his head spinning from what he'd just heard, was it really his fault that Val died? No of course it wasn't, finn told himself, Eric was just angry and lashing out. However it didn't matter how many times finn told himself that, he still couldn't ignore the voice in the back of his head saying it was his fault.
"Finn wait up" Pete called from down the path, he'd seen brother rush out of the B&B and wanted to know if he was ok. "You alright mate its just you practically sprinted out of that B&B." Finn stared at him trying to gather his words. "Yeah Pete I'm fine I just need , I just need to get back" , Finn said faking a smile and running home, leaving his older brother to ponder what really had just happened.
Bursting into the house Finn slammed the door behind him, thankful that no one was home. Breathing heavy and leaning against the back of the door a million thoughts rushed through his mind. 'Of course it wasn't my fault she died' he thought to himself; however the little voice in his head said otherwise. 'Of course it's your fault she died and everyone knows it' Finn shook his head how was it his fault, he didn't start the fire that was Chrissie. Why couldn't he get that thought out his head.
Darting up the stairs Finn ran into his room, closing the door behind him; driving straight into his bed. All he wanted was for those thoughts to go away, the good ones and the bad ones. He knew he didn't deserve to be happy, not after what he did to Val but the thing is though, Finn just didn't know what he had done wrong.
I know this is short but it's just a start please review I want to know if people are enjoying this :)
See you next chapter :)
