'One day Hikaru will realize he wants to take the next step on his own. When that happens I don't know what I'll do.' I remember thinking that back when we were freshman. So many things have changed; it's hard to believe we're in our last year of high school already.
Honey-sempai and Mori-sempai are busy at their universities while Kyouya-sempai and Tamaki are busy learning about their families companies. We tried to keep the Host Club going after everyone left, but it wasn't the same. Soon after we stopped hosting, Hikaru asked Haruhi out and now they're dating. It's secretly of course since everyone still thinks Haruhi is a boy, but it's been about half a year since they started dating.
I'm glad that they're dating. I knew this day would come eventually, I still don't know what to do though. I don't know why, but lately I've had this anxious, restless feeling. I just feel like it's slowly driving me insane. I never thought it would be this lonely when Hikaru finally took that next step without me.
"Yo, Kaoru," A familiar voice pulled me out of my daze, "Are you coming to rehearsal?"
It was Angel Collins. He was a little shorter than me and had light brown hair with red tipped bangs that hung in his green eyes. I was surprised that no one at school, even the teachers, ever said anything about all his piercing. He had two small silver hoops on each earlobe, a small metallic-blue hoop in his left eye brow, and another silver hoop on the left side of his bottom lip.
I think working on the school play with him is the only thing keeping me sane. It's hard to explain, maybe it's just his personality, but lately the only time I don't feel anxious is when I'm around him.
"Yea," I said with a smile as I grabbed my bag, "Sorry I guess I'm just spacing out."
"Twin stuff?" He replied with a smirk as he nudged his head towards Hikaru and Haruhi.
I'm not sure why, but Haruhi looked annoyed.
"Not really." I lied.
Angel shrugged as we started walking towards the theater room. We were performing Rent for the schools spring play. Angel and I joked about the irony of our parts and his name. He was playing Angel Dumott Schunard and I was playing Tom Collins.
It was a little awkward playing a character that was his characters boyfriend though. Not for the fact that it was two men in a romantic relationship, I was used to faking stuff like that thanks to mine and Hikaru's twincest act in the club, but it's awkward because I think I'm falling in love with him.