This is it, it's over. I lost. We lost. I failed. I failed him, Peeta.

I could barely open my eyes, but I could see a lot of sunshine through my lashes. And woods. District 12, home. Hunting. But the warmth didn't feel good, it felt too hot, not like district 12.

I heard a crispy sound.. Fire. There was fire around me. Of course, I was the girl on fire.

So this was death? Dreaming of all you had lived for. All you had in live.

Peeta, district 12, home, hunting, trees, sun, fire.

I wanted to get up, hunt, but I couldn't. My body wouldn't move.

But if this was the death, then why was my body aching, why wouldn't my eyes open, why was the sun too hot?

It must be hell, now was the time to punish me for my sins.

But how long would it last? Forever?

Just when my eyes started burning and I had to close them again, go back to black, there was an enormous noise I couldn't place.

Suddenly the sun was shining even brighter, too bright. The light hurt.

But then I felt the ground disappearing and I opened my eyes as far as I could, as a reflex.

I wasn't on the ground, I flew. But not by myself, that enormous sound came from a hovercraft.

The hook was carrying me.

I closed my eyes.

I'm not dead. Of course not, that wouldn't be enough of a punish.

This was the capitol, they would punish me. Punish me for my hope, strength, influence.

They would punish me for being me. Being the girl on fire. Being the mockingjay.

And I wished I would be back on the ground, lay my head down, close my eyes.

I would spent eternal thinking about Prim, Peeta. Peeta!

I suddenly remembered what happened, I broke the powerfield, I destroyed the arena.

And before, there was something with Peeta, I couldn't remember what.

The canon, the canon went off. I panicked, I searched.. For What?

Finnick showed up, I shot Finnick, right?

Johanna tried to kill me, she hit me with something.

And Beetee was dead on the ground.

But Peeta.. Peeta.

I repeated the name in my mind, hoping I would remember what happened to him.

Why didn't I know?

Peeta.

And that was the last thing I thought, the last person I thought about before everything went black.