CHLOE'S POV
A couple months ago my boyfriend Jake asked me to marry him. My immediate answer was yes. The reason? It's safe with him. We've been boyfriend and girlfriend for 3 and a half years, so the logical step is to get marry. The problem? I think I'm in love with my best friend, who happens to be Beca effin Mitchell.
Since Aubrey is so involved with her 'Lodge at Fallen Leaves' Beca and I became closer. We know everything about each other, yes, EVERYTHING. As humans we made mistakes and we also have dirty little secrets, but my relationship with Beca is judgment free. We never, EVER, judge the stupid things we have made.
Anyway, as I was saying, my suspicious about being in love with Beca started a few days ago. I was at the apartment Beca and I used to share before I moved with Jake when Beca arrived. "Hey you, is everything okay?" I can hear concern in Beca's voice.
"Well, hello to you too. Yeap Becs, everything is fine. I'm just here to escape a little from all the pressure of the wedding"
"Sorry, is just not usual to see you around here since you moved. Is there anything I could do to help?" I was the only person who can see this side of Beca. She is the most amazing girl I've ever met. She is so supportive, funny, cute, sarcastic, beautiful, hot… wait, what? No, no, she is no hot! Well she is but not for me, I mean she is my best friend and... Ugh, whatever.
"Maybe some drinks?" I answered shyly.
"Well, lucky you I have the berry acai Absolut vodka you like" Aww, see! This is what I'm talking about. She remembers this little things, this details sometimes are the most important things for me.
"Great! I definitely need some alcohol in my system"
"So the things are that bad?" She takes the vodka from the mini bar and two shot glasses.
"Ugh. You know my parents. They want the wedding be like they want. Don't get me wrong Becs but they are too old fashion for me. I really don't want a huge wedding with zillion people I barely met. I want…" Beca cuts me and she finishes my statement.
"A small wedding. With the people you care about and they care about you. You just want the love of your life by your side with a simple white wedding dress and the Bellas right next to you. You want a small chapel decorated with white flowers and 'You are in love' by Taylor Swift while you make your entrance to the altar" I'm melting. I mean, how does she does it? How can be so bloody perfect!
"Yes. That's all I want Bec. And yet my parents refuse to let me organize my own wedding. Not even the one and only Aubrey Posen could convinced them to get the organization of this wedding." I take the glass shot and drank it all. "And the worst of all? Jake doesn't care anything. Is like I'm getting married with some brainless Ken" Beca laughs at my last comment and drinks her shot.
I take the bottle and pour another shot for her and for me. "I think the stress of the wedding is finally getting me you know?"
"Well, at least you can be a bitch about everything and nobody will judge you Chlo" We both laugh out loud. Oh my God I love her. What? No, no I don't love her, well, yes I love her, but is the kind of love you have for your friends, right? Right?
We drank half the bottle when I said to her "I think I'm going home Becs"
"That's the worst idea I've ever heard today Chloe. There is no way in hell I'm letting you drive like this. You drank a couple shots. It's dangerous! And this is your home too you know?" That's it! Blame it on my mixed emotions or blame it on the alcohol (well not to the alcohol, we didn't drink THAT much), but I can't take it anymore. I crushed my lips with hers and I can feel butterflies erupted from my stomach. I can see fireworks and stars while Beca kisses me back.
Her lips are so soft and warm, they are perfect to my lips. Her smooth skin rubs against mine. I decided to run my tongue along her bottom lip and she opens for me and I shove my tongue in her perfect mouth. Her hands grab my sides and pull me closer, after a few more seconds I break the kiss.
"Wow. I never thought you were an amazing kisser Beca" she gives me a huge smile and doesn't respond. She kisses me once again and led us to the couch. I'm on her lap and her hands are up on my shirt. I grab a fistful of her hair and push her closer to my mouth.
Everything is so perfect. Beca is the perfect lover. She takes care of me carefully. She kisses every inch of my body trying to memorize every curve, every part of me. She touches me tenderly and makes love to me with such passion I can't even describe who loved I feel right now. She turns my brain and my legs into jelly. Just like that, pum! I can't think straight and I can't definitely walk normal.
"Are you okay there?" her words bring me back from my thoughts. I didn't realized when we moved to her bedroom.
After a few minutes I finally speak. "That was unbelievable Beca."
"Don't you dare to think that's it Chloe" and with that statement she slides herself up my body until she swings her legs over mine and sits directly below my stomach. Out clits are connected and she starts rocking, slowly back and forth and it's turning me on. I've never done this before and it feel fan-fuckin-tastic. We kept going for a few more minutes when I cum. Hard. And she does the same after me.
Beca fucking Mitchell just changed the way I see the world, forget about Jake, I need this again. We fuck all night long like bunnies until our bodies couldn't kept going. The last thing I remember are Beca's words "Good night Chlo"
I woke up with a body pressed to mine. I smile when I see Beca's beautiful face. She is sleeping so peaceful. I smile even more when I remember the events from last night. I think I'm staring at her for so much time that she wakes up and "I can feel you staring me Beale" her voice is husky.
"Well, can you blame me? I woke up with this beautiful girl by my side" she kisses me tenderly on my lips
"Well, I definitely can't blame you" I laugh because she is so cocky. "Can we talk about last night?"
Of course she wants to talk. I can hear my heart breaks into million pieces because everything was a one night stand. How stupid am I? I mean she is younger than me and this was an experiment for her. How I can be so…
"Please don't marry Jake. Stay with me Chloe. I'm so deeply in love with you. I – I love you Chloe Beale. I've loved you for a long time now" say what? I did not see this coming. I was so immersed in my thoughts that her words confused me. I'm speechless. She loves me? I mean, like she is in love with me? For real?
"Say something Chloe, please?" Her hand rubs my arm gently.
"I – I'm … you … why? When? Why now?" I'm so confused. My brain had just woken up and it's still mixed for all the sex we had last night.
"I wanted to tell you since I broke up with Jesse but the circumstances weren't the ideal. But now I'm afraid of losing you. And I know you feel something for me. Otherwise, last night wouldn't have happened as it happened" she is so right and her voice is so determinant. But I'm still thinking the scenarios of my choices.
"Please Chloe. Think about it. If you want don't answer me right now it's okay but promise me you'll think about this. Please" she is begging me. The tone in her voice is so desperate and I can only nod.
"I have to go Beca. I promise you will heard of me tomorrow the latest" I kiss her and walk away from the apartment. I'm thinking about my parents, Jake, Beca, I'm so buried in my thoughts when I hear a horn and after that everything is black.