Hello!
i'm really sorry i haven't updated on my other stories. I'm trying really hard to get the next chapters finished. but i started writing this and wanted to post it. so hope you'll like it.
it is what edward feels after leaving bella in new moon.
I'm tripping on words
trying to breathe
wanting you to know
that I made a mistake
I'm seeing that now
it's probably too late
that the scars have been carved
and you're wanting a way out
you're drowning
from the pain twisted around your
heart
I wish I could help
to release you from this heartache
I should've held on tighter
I should have told you
everyday that
I love you
I can't live without you
I want to spend eternity with you
but
now I'm haunted
by what we could have been
I keep stumbling through memories
of that last kiss
and wishing, praying
with every beat of my heart
that I hadn't turned my back
on everything we were
and could have been
now all that's left
are two broken hearts
both wanting this
suffering to vanish.
Please review. I've never written anything like this before and would like to know what you'll think.
XO