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i hate the ending myself,

but it started with an alright scene

Pain and beauty brought us together, even though we didn't realize it. Even I don't know if it was real love that we had, but it was important to me, and I couldn't see why I would leave, until I did. But it was when you first found me that all of this started, wasn't it? And, Axel, when you found me, did you realize how amazing I thought you were? You saved me... More than anyone in the Organization did. Even I didn't notice how much of a hero I considered you to be, and it confused me to be thinking of you a lot after that.

You found me in the street, remember? A humongous amount of nobodies surrounded me, and with a spectacular feat of horror and destruction, you killed them all. I roughly remember you saying that there would be more after me soon, and that you couldn't fight anymore than what you had just done. I didn't believe you, and still, I don't think I would have. No, not in a million years. You were my hero from that moment on. I remember wiping the blood off of my face, and felt the sting of tears from behind my eyes. Did you see me crying?

I whispered a sort of apologetic thank you, and silently stood from where I had fallen on the ground. You put your coat around me, and that whole time, you never even saw the keyblade, did you? You saved me because you thought it was right, and I thought you were beautiful, and we were both in pain. I could see it in your eyes, even though you tried to be happy around me though our whole time together. You smiled, and laughed, but I could always see something from behind your eyes was just screaming for salvation. Maybe you could tell that I was going to leave? I don't even know. It was something you would never speak about with me.

You brought me to Castle Oblivion, where Xemnas tried to destroy me. You protested, your chakrams in your air. He hurt you, somehow, but I forget what he did, now, and found that I was in fighting stance, the keyblade in my hand, and your coat on the white floor. The whole room went completely and utterly silent, until I brought back the keyblade and saw it dematerialize in my hands, almost magically.

Xemnas stared at me, took at least ten steps back, and had a complete look of horror on his face. Axel, you looked scared, too, but not unhappy. I think I could hear your breathing in deep, long breaths, wile Xemnas' seized, suddenly, and he spoke. I remember every single word that he said that day. "You... Are the keyblade wielder? I would have never thought- oh. Axel, bring him to your room, then come back down. Without the boy. We will need to have meeting. I will call the others."

We walked and the quiet was awkward. After a while, I realized two things: One, you had left your coat. Two, people began to look at me as we walked through the halls. It looked like they were either amused or... amazed. I first met Demyx then, too. I remember the whole conversation.
"Hey Ax, we just got a call fro- hey! Who's the cute kid?"
"I don't know," you responded, looking at me. "Who are you?"
"R-roxas." I stuttered, you smiled.
"It is a good thing that you are here then, isn't it?" You said, while Demyx looked in awe. "And that's Demyx, our resident water-y musician guy."
"You- you are the..."

You brought me away, leaving Demyx to watch as you brought your arm around my shoulders and showed me to your room. You knew he was jealous, that he wished he could have me. I later learned that you two had been together for a while, and that you had ended it. I didn't know you were gay. Hell, I didn't know that I was gay until, like, three weeks after all of that.