AN- This is my first fanfiction so I welcome constructive criticism and any other kind of advice you want to give me, I am warning you now that there will be tragedy in this story so be prepared! I hope you enjoy this story and I hope it all goes well! so, without further ado, happy reading!

Chapter 1- Prologue

I have always made mistakes. All the way through my life I have never walked a path completely free of bumps, bumps that I never failed to trip up on and injure myself or someone else. As I grew older and travelled further down the path of life, my mistakes became less common, but the mistakes I did make became bigger and caused even more destruction. However, despite my extensive list of misdemeanours, there are some things that happened to me throughout my life that could not have been prevented, though I can't help thinking 'what if?' 'What if I hadn't gone down the road?' or 'what if I had just helped her?'

You can't go through life wondering, what if? It will only drive you insane or worse. I now know that you have to take life with all the rough patches and accept it, if only I knew that then.