What the hell?! My freakin internet crashed last night when I was typing this story, and fanfiction didn't save it, so IT DELETED MY WHOLE F***** CHAPTER THAT WAS ACTUALLY GOOD FOR ONCE!!! My first thoughts were:

1. Screw this

2. Write a new chapter, which will probably be crappy

I had to do option two, however much I wanted to choose option one. So the story might be shit.

Summary: After the episode with Charmcaster, Gwen has divulged herself into looking for a cure too much. She is working so hard, she is literally breaking. Will Kevin be able to find out how hard she is working and stop her before she cracks: Literally?

That's a crappy summary, but I can't remember my original

Setting: After Charm's Way

AN: This has been in my mind, and I just had to post it

Rated T for language, bullying and violence, harrassment, sexual references (later chapters), mentions of rape, and other things that my parents would kill me if they knew I wrote about them

Lol, I exaggerated that....

P.S. There is a part when I just needed to scream "That's what she said!", but I didn't want to interrupt the story, so I will scream it now

Although Kevin had tried to come, she had refused to let him in

THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!!!!!!!!!!

OMFG!!!!

Okay, moving on....

Gwen trudged down the road, slowly dragging her feet. She was exhausted from all that searching last night. But, as usual, nothing. It's like god had destined for there to be no cure. She put a strand of her now limp, frail hair which was held loosly by a ponytail, behind her ear. Her skin had become deathly pale from the lack of nutrition and sunlight, and her eyes had a dull, empty feeling to them. Gwen had grown very thin, and her nails had shrunk. Bystanders stared at her, wondering why she looked like a zombie. But Gwen didn't care anymore about how she looked. She wanted to find a spell to cure had told Kevin and Ben that she was sick with mono, so they wouldn't come and visit her. Although Kevin had tried to come, she had refused to let him in.

She finally arrived at school, and swung the door open, wincing as her arm hurt to even move. As soon as she stepped inside, silence filled the noisy hallways. They stared at her like an outcast, like they had stared at her for the past two weeks. She was used to it now, and didn't care much about their bullying tactics at all.

"Hello Gwen," one of the slutty, blonde teens said, strutting near to Gwen. Gwen glanced behind her. As usual, Kristen's little cliche had begun to circle her. Gwen ignored them, putting her backpack in her locker.

"You whore, I said something to you! Look me in the eye, bitch," Kristen snarled, grabbing Gwen's face, digging in her nails. Gwen flinched away, feeling the small prickles of blood on her cheek. Kristen glared at her, then tried to punch Gwen in the stomach. Even though Gwen was weak, she managed to trip Kristen instead, leaving the blonde-haired cheerleader sprawled on the floor.

"You fucking bitch!" Kristen snarled, having Brandon, her boyfriend, help her up. Brandon kissed Kristen on the lips for a brief second and then walked over to Gwen. He slammed Gwen against the lockers, making her flinch again.

"Bitch, you ain't gonna talk smack to my baby, got it? You are dirt. You are just a kinky slut who wants to fuck the toughest outcast in town, and you're not gonna get him. He ditched you, so go screw yourself. If I see or hear about you talking shit to my hun again, you're gonna get it, okay?" Brandon snarled, pressing his fist into her stomach. Gwen whimpered, and her heart dropped knowing they were talking about Kevin.

"Okay?" Brandon asked, pressing harder. Gwen nodded slowly. "Good," he said, before dropping her to the ground, letting her land in a heap. Gwen picked up her binder, and groaned when she felt her rib ache. Crap, she had sprained a rib, and probably gotten millions of bruises. The only thing Gwen regretted about her injuries, was the fact that she would go slower when she looked for cures tonight.

Gwen walked to Science, her first subject. She groaned when she remembered that she sit near Jessica and Lauren, some of Kristen's best friends. The next class would be such a waste. Hmm....maybe she could skip and go find a cure....nah. Her parents would be ticked. She really didn't care about what these guys did to her anyway. All her main purpose was to find a spell for Kevin.

These guys hadn't bullied her ever before. Just the past two weeks, when she started a vigourous search for Kevin's spell, and when she had ditched social life, they started assulting her. Who cared though, she was going to find a cure for Kevin and that was all that mattered.

Gwen sat down, and Jessica and Lauren plopped themselves down beside her.

"Okay class! Today you are going to get in a pair of three, and look for 10 different species of plants outside! Each group will go in a different area, so I trust you to not wander off, since we won't have adults to watch each group. Now, you may choose your groups!" chirped Mrs. Stanfer, never having a care. Lauren and Jessica linked arms with Gwen, leaving her immobile.

"Me, Gwen, and Jess are going to be together," Lauren smiled, squeezing Gwen's arm to the point that it started to throb. Mrs. Stanley nodded, and the group of three headed outside, Gwen trying to avoid them.

"Oh no, bitch. You're not going to get away. For that back-talk to Kristen, we are going to teach you a lesson that you will never forget," Lauren whispered coldly. Jessica grabbed Gwen, and headed to a secluded part of the woods.

She grabbed Gwen, and shoved her behind a tree. Gwen yelped, trashing, and trying to get away, having a bad feeling about what they were going to do. Jessica cupped Gwen's breast, and Gwen writhed around.

"Girls! Time to go inside!" Mrs. Stanfer yelled. Jessica and Lauren groaned. "Damn, we wanted to fuck you good!" she said, gesturing to the thick sticks lying on the ground. "And we wanted you to lick us....shit. Don't be upset though, you kinky whore, we are going to fuck you one of these days. We are going to fuck you good."

Finally, after endless bullying in all her classes which Gwen ignored, school ended. Gwen ran upstairs, plopped her backpack down, and began searching through a spell book for a cure.

Few hours later: 7:00 pm

Hmm...she was so hungry! Oh well, she needed to find a spell now.

12:00 am

She hadn't found a cure yet, but Gwen was sure she would find one!

4:00 am

She was sleepy. But she needed to find a spell.....

7:00 am

Oh, time to put down the spell book and go to school. Gwen would just have to search again that night.

Gwen had been doing this every night for two weeks, not getting even a bit of sleep. However much Gwen wanted to deny it, she was breaking down. And she needed to stop before she cracked so bad, it was beyong repair. But Gwen would never stop, even if it meant sacrifising her life for Kevin Levin, the boy who she loved.

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