Authors: Amy (lucy.spiller.matt.albie), and Rosie (Mondlerlove)
A/N: We will be alternating chapters. Chapter one is done by Amy, and then I am doing chapter two. So on, and so forth. So it will be under my name for the chapters she's posted, and for the ones that I have posted, but it is completely a joint project. We hope you like it!!
This story is about Monica and is rather sad. It is basically her life breaking down and her being totally on her own – hence the title.
Disclaimer: We don't own anything…
Chapter One
As Monica made dinner, the television set was turned on in the room, with Chandler, and Joey sitting on the couch. She hadn't had a really good day at all, and she hoped it would get better as the night progressed. Glancing over she realized that Chandler and Joey's ex girlfriend, Kathy was in the movie they were watching. She breathed in, and couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy in the pit of her stomach. As Monica stirred the pot in front of her, she heard this conversation, as she pretended she didn't hear.
"Oh my god why did you ever let her go Chandler!? I don't get it man; you shouldn't have let her go really." Joey said to Chandler.
Chandler nodded. "I know her body is just... so amazing, I don't get it, why can't every woman be like this?" Chandler said pointing to the screen, as Joey nodded.
Hearing this, Monica swallowed rather hard, and finished up dinner, as she sat the table. "Dinner's ready you guys." She said setting it all down on the table. Monica sat down in one of the chairs in the kitchen, and looked at them, as they came to the table.
"Man this is really good Monica, thanks!" Joey said, as he shoveled down his food. Monica and Chandler didn't notice, as they were used to this, and Joey was always eating in large amounts and eating quite quickly.
Eating slowly, Monica looked over at them, and smiled as Joey left. Monica looked over at her husband, and took his hand. "Hey.. how was your day? We haven't really had a chance to talk." Monica said as she looked at her small amount of food on her plate, then back up into Chandler's blue eyes.
"My day was fantastic.. but I saw Janice today." Chandler sighed, and rolled his eyes. "It's like that woman stalks me or something!" He said and took a bite of his food.
Monica laughed, and sighed. "I am so sorry sweetie." She said and then looked at him. "I don't get why we see her all the time, it really gets old!" Monica said, and breathed out, still thinking of what Chandler and Joey had been talking about before.
"I know what you mean, I really don't get it." Chandler said, and shrugged.
"Are you bored?" Monica said noticing he was getting a little antsy to leave. She sighed, and looked into his eyes. "You can go to Joey's." Monica told him, and nodded, giving him permission to go.
Chandler kissed her, and left their apartment.
Monica got up slowly from her seat, and took her not touched plate of food, and washed every dish. Putting them all away, Monica sat at the table, and felt her belly subconsciously. Looking around, with the comments of Joey, and her husband still very fresh her mind, she walked to the bathroom, and opened the toilet lid. She kneeled down before it, and stuck a finger down her throat, making a decision that would change her life, forever.
So that's the end of Chapter 1 – we hope you enjoyed it. Chapter 2 will be up soon. Thanks! Please read and review.