She changed her without realizing her hidden feelings for her best friend.
Next week, we start high school. We'll be freshmen in King High. Where as, 9 weeks ago, we were 8th graders at King Middle School. Everything seemed so simple 9 weeks ago. Now, it's when everything changes. It always does. I've heard stories that best friends don't stay best friends when they enter high school. I've also heard that people change. And instead of keeping a secret, they stab you in the back just to be cool.
And that's what im terrified from.
"Spencer come on! You'll look great! Just come out of the dressing room!" Spencer Carlin. My best friend. And has been since the fourth grade. It's been a while yeah. And im happy that we've been friends all this time. And right now, she is trying on girls clothes. Im tried of her wearing baggy shirts and shorts. She has a figure under all of that clothing I know it.
The dressing room door opens and steps out the beautiful blue eyed blonde. "It's all too tight." Wow. Just. Wow.
"Um, that's what girl clothes do. They show your figure." I told you she had one! And her curves are amazing. I must say.
I watch as my best friend stares at herself in the mirror, "Do you think I look fine?"
"You look hot, Spence." I see her blush in the mirror
"That's all that matters." She smiles at me through the mirror and that's when I realized that I might be falling for me best friend. I don't see why I haven't noticed it before. She's particularly the only person I ever want to hang out with. She's the only one I can be completely myself around. And every time im around her, I get butterflies. No matter what.
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That was 2 months ago. And Spencer has definitely taken my opinion in her own hands. Because she became popular very quickly. And she became the newest hottest icon at the school. And the captain of the freshmen cheerleading squad. I don't see why she is any of this! She hated the popular people. She hated the hottest people at our school because all they were only hot because they were sluts. And she hated the cheerleaders. She called them 'cheer bitches'. And now look who is the captain of it!
But not to worry I guess. Since we're best friends, im popular too. But just the type of popular that people only knows you as her best friend. But I guess its whatever. As long as I still get to be friends with Spencer, I'll do whatever I need to. Or take any label I need to take. Because she's my best friend and im hers.
"Damn, she is fine." I hear a couple of freshmen guys who is sitting behind me in the bleachers watching the pep rally happening on the gym floor. "I'd do her." I know that they are talking about Spencer because none of the other cheer leaders are even remotely as 'fine' as Spencer.
I turn around and stare at them, "Hey, shut your mouth." I snap at them. Because I don't want them talking about her like that. She has a boyfriend. And a jackass too. He's 'upperclassmen'.
"What'cha gonna do about it?" one of the dick heads replies back to me
I stand up and punch him in the nose, "Ashley!" That would be my other best friend, Aiden. I've known him since the fourth grade too. He's a hot icon too. Well, he's kind of always been.
I watch as the two boys exit the gym before I even start to talk to Aiden. "What? They were talking about Spencer." Aiden knows that im gay now and im in love with her. He's the only one I've told. And the only one I plan on telling.
"Still. You shouldn't have punched the dude." He says with a grin.
"Oh shut up. You're just mad because you didn't get to punch the guy who annoys the hell out of you first." He laughs and continues to watch the pep rally
I sigh and stare at her. I watch as she smiles to the crowd. Not making any eye contact with any of them. She's the loudest out of the whole squad, but yet the quietest. She's completely shy, but yet the most outgoingness person I've ever met. She's beautiful, inside and out. And the fact that she can make me laugh with the stupidest comment ever, is just another reason to why I love her. She looks up at me and we lock eyes. I smile at her and she smiles back, but turns away shyly.
This girl kills me sometimes I swear. The way her body moves, and the way her hair bounces against her face, and the way she says my name way differently than anyone else's. And just the fact that I have her, and I know she'll never leave me, just adds up.
They finish their last cheer and im almost overjoyed because of it. Now every little horn-dog guy can stop picturing her naked. She makes her way over to us and brings Aiden into a hug first, im a little hurt, but my hug was a lot longer than his. So it evens out I guess. "How did you guys like it?" she asks with her questioning blue eyes
"Im not going to lie. It was pretty hot, Spence." Aiden grins. Stupid boys and their stupid hormones. But I know that Aiden is all play, because he would never hurt me like that.
Spencer rolls her eyes at him and looks at me with her famous Spencer smile. Head slightly tilted, and eyes locked on yours. I swallow hard, "It sucked." She acts like she's hurt by the comment and pushes me a little
"Why did it suck, Miss Davies?" I see out of the corner of my eye that Aiden is enjoying what I just got myself into
"Well, just the fact that every guy in the gym was practically jacking off watching you." She looks kind of shocked by the comment I just said. I am a little bit too. "Ask Aiden over here." I love putting Aiden in an awkward situation too.
"Aiden!" She slaps his arm and leans back onto the set of bleachers behind me. The same ones that those idiot boys were sitting on.
After the whole pep rally was done and over with, Spencer and I said good bye to Aiden and we were on our way. We started to walk to the front of the school to be picked up by Spencer's mom, Paula. She's pretty chill. When we get to the front, a lot of kids are waiting. We go and sit down on the furthest part of the gym so we can be by ourselves. She has to talk to me about something important. I wonder what it is.
She's been quite now, for about 5 minutes. I would ask her what's up, but I know to give her time. She finally looks up from her hands and she stares at me, "Ashley…" She says and now I know it's going to be something bad. I can feel it, "I um… is it bad to like your best friend?" oh; well I guess it could be like really good!
I smile a little, "No its not." But that quickly disappears after she tells me something that I so don't want to hear
"Good." She says with a sigh, "Because I like Aiden." She says it with a smile and she just broke my heart into a million pieces without even knowing it.
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