This is my second fanfic, and I know both of them are boring. But still I try, and put them up. Yet I don't know why I do that.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the SDK characters. If I did there would be a lot of yaoi.
You may think that I hate you. It always seems like that, since where always fighting. To everyone including you, think that I hate you. But it's not true, I don't hate you. I never have, I've always looked up to. But after sometime it turn into something more than just that. I want to want to tell you, but I don't want my heart to be broken. Like it all ready is, and the reason why. Is because of all our fighting that we do. I hate saying all those mean things to you, when there not true. And then you say all those hateful words, it hurts me a lot. I don't know if you mean it. But still it hurts, my heart just keeps breaking. I wonder how many times can it keep breaking like it does. I know in the beginning that I hated you a little.
Why else would I have become fire, while you became water. The say opposites attract, I never believed it until now. Because you are water and I am fire. People say that fire and water are not allowed to be together. But I don't care, to me it's not true. The feelings that I have are for you is love. Yes I love you, people may call me crazy for that. Only if they knew that I love you, the only reason why I can't tell you these feelings.
Is because where brothers and brothers are not allowed to love one another. But I whished that we could be lovers. I love you so much, I would do anything for you. I would give you my body; heart; life; and soul to you. That's how much I love you. But I will never tell you, I whished that I could tell you. I never have any courage to tell you, I would like to have some. I know that I don't have any, because for so long. I have tried to tell you, yet I either.
Run away from you, or I say something mean instead. Which I hate so bad, I don't like running from you. Because it shows that I'm scared of you when I'm not. I'm only afraid of what you will say if I told you. There are so many reasons why I love you, my brother. The way that you move; the way that you dance; and the way you look. Plus there are more than just that. Because there is not a signal word to describe you all in one, or more than what I had just said before. There is only one thing that I want for you and that is happiness, and maybe the day that I will be able to say to you. I love you Shinrei.