Author's Note: Easily the strangest thing I've ever written, but I love it.

Sirius's point of view on the night James and Lily died.


Burn


He pulls their bodies from the wreckage.

They deserve better than this.

And...

Sadness

He's going to miss them terribly.

They deserved better than this.

And...

Regret

They should be with their son.

They deserved better than this.

And...

Confliction

He wants them avenged, not forgotten.

They deserve better than that.

And...

Uncertainty

How can he leave his godson alone, unloved?

He deserves better than that.

And...

Comprehension

This was not an accident, it was cold-blooded murder.

They deserved better than that.

And...

Decision

It will only take a few days; he'll find the traitor who ended their lives.

They deserve better than that.

And...

Fear

He might falter, he might lose his nerve, he might fail them.

They deserve better than that.

And...

Conviction

He decides to handle the bodies himself, with the respect the ministry won't give.

They deserve better than that, but it's all he can give.

And...

Agony

He lays them side by side, their hands together, joined in death

They deserve that and more

And...

Numbness

He feasts his eyes on their familiar faces a final time, and says a prayer for their souls

They deserve that, every word

And...

Hatred

They took his best friends away, and he would never see them again. They were dead.

They deserved so much better than that.

And...

Torture

He wets their bodies, faces. Touching them always, constantly. They'll be warm again.

They deserve to be that way.

And...

Knowing

This is the right thing to do; the Ministry won't be able to disgrace their bodies after this

They deserve better than that

And...

Absolution

The graves will be empty, carved stone over hollow earth. They will not decay, forgotten.

They deserve better than that.

And...

Certainty

He will find his godson again, after the traitor was gone.

He owes them that.

And...

Finality

He lights the match and says the words.

" You deserved to live happy. No you can rest in peace."

And...

Burn.