This is my first fanfic and I want to know what everyone really thinks, so be honest when you reply. This is about what Bella is thinking when Edward leaves her in New Moon.
Disclaimer- I don't own a damn fraction of these brilliant characters and the story. It's all Stephanie Meyer's.
You…don't…want me?
No.
a starless night
panther padding silently to her den
blackbird gliding gently to his nest
dark cloud vainly searching for itself,
drifting ever onward.
a thick velvet curtain falls over the scene,
changing nothing; for all is black.
Black.
I blink, refocus.
I shift my gaze away from
The harsh, indifferent world that dwells within the pupils of my
Once great love's eyes.
I hear him speak,
Speak words I try not to make sense of.
His intentions are clear.
He's leaving.
I reach forward in effort to cling to him,
Hold him to me,
Keep him here.
He reaches forward to push me away.
I close my eyes.
My brow tingles where
His lips gently brush against it.
Slowly, reluctantly, I re-open them,
Knowing what I'll see.
He is gone, disappeared.
He has left me;
In his place, leaving nothing.
He has detached himself from my consciousness;
In his place, leaving nothing.
He has untangled himself from my heart;
In his place, leaving nothing.
He has severed himself from my soul;
Nothing.
The empty word echoes silently back at me
From the depths of my mind.
Nothing.
The hollow condemnation reminds me of what I am without him,
What I'm worth in his absence,
What I have become.
Nothing…nothing…nothing…