Ever since that day at the academy, she'd known. That air of understanding and the eyes of pure kindness had made the decision there and then, the feel of his warm touch on her soft hair had given her all the determination to carry on down that path and the true power and strength she'd seen as she had watched them banish the hollows had set Momo her one true idol, one day she too would be a member of the 5th division. She supposed it could of been anyone, the sixthrounders had sent for 'shinigami backup' that could of concluded in the sixth squad or eight squad coming to their rescue, that made her wonder would she still idolize Captain Aizen so much, maybe if it had been Captain Kyoraku or Captain Kuchiki she would idolize and espier to impress them instead, but then again, neither of them had the charm and softness Captain Aizen had, he understood her, he made her feel as if she could concur the world in one go, above all else he'd given her hope.
Once given is it unfair to take that hope away?, what damage would that do to ones soul?, Could idolizing someone with such passion turn to love only to rip the heart in two? questions with no answers, only tears and pain, confusing pain not physical but mental cutting deeper and sharper than any katana could breaking one down from the inside, a cruel pain, the pain of betrayal.