You know those moments when you feel so out of place that you just want to run away? I was standing right next to my new stepsister, watching my father with a big and silly smile on his face. Everyone was smiling in that happy silly way, everyone but me, I wasn't happy, I wasn't smiling and I wasn't even faking, I was unhappy, miserable and angry.

"Yes" I closed my eyes as my father said the word I wasn't expecting to come off his mouth. After the "You can kiss the bride" the girls by my side started to jump and cry of happiness. I rolled my eyes, the only thing that would make me a little bit happier was if I could go home and take off this stupid bridesmaid dress.

"So, do you like the party, sis?" I turned around to see my new sister holding a champagne glass with orange juice in it.

"I'm loving it" I said sarcastically. She gave me the most fake smile that I have ever seen in my whole life and walked away. A slow music started to play and I looked at the dance floor where my father was taking his new wife to dance with him. I groaned and settled back in the chair.

Let me tell you how all of this started. It was a simple and bright day, it was a Saturday, I was happily watching my favorite movie, eating a big bowl of popcorn and lying on the couch when suddenly my father and this woman that he was seeing for some months came in the room and turned off the TV. Ryuu was with a weird happy smile on his face, the same with the red haired woman.

"We have some big new for you" In this moment I knew I wasn't going to like it, I could feel it so I sat properly on the couch waiting for he to talk, and when he did the only thing that he said was "I'm getting married" I burst in laugh, for me it was a joke, but he wasn't joking, he wasn't playing, it was serious and when I realized it he was so happy that I didn't have the courage to tell him that it was a stupid idea and that they were being idiots, I just couldn't say that. So I faked smiled and hugged him, pretending that I was happy with it.

For me it was fine, obviously it was stupid, but he was happy so whatever, but them he came with that story that Akiko lived in New York and that she couldn't move here, so we have to go live there with her and her daughter, so that was the moment when I got angry, I didn't want to move and live in new York with people I barely know.

I started to fight with my father and say that they were being idiots and that he was an ass hole for taking me of here. The days past by and I was still angry, but it wasn't enough to make my father forget it, so then I realized that he wasn't going to change his mind and that I had to say good bye to my friends. Akiko asked me to be one of her bridesmaids and I accepted it, not because I wanted, but because dad begged me to.

So here I am now, stuck in this stupid wedding party, drinking juice and surrounded by a thousand people that I don't even know. I'm with my stuff packed and ready to go, and I couldn't hate it more.