A/N: I was mad so I thought I write somethng like this. This isMax/Kai implied and might be a one-shot.That is entirly up to y'all.Please feel free to tell me what you think about it

Disclaimer:I don't own beyblade or any characters in it, so don't sue me.

It's funny how a simple crush can change into love. How one minute you think your life is perfect and that you have everything you need and want then that certain someone comes in and changes it all. They say that love can be tricky, that it's unpredictable. In this case it's true.

His beautiful crimson eyes, two-toned hair, pale skin with blue shark like fins on each of his cheeks, his cold attitude, all makes me want him, but it's wrong. Why? He's a male and so am I. We are completely different. He's antisocial and I'm out and open.

Me. Everyone thinks I'm the happy go lucky kid that they see, but I'm not. Deep inside it's a front. If people where to find out that I, Max Tate, is in love with the sourpuss then what would they think? What would Kai think if he knew?

Life isn't always fair they say. They say it's not meant to be understood and that everything's happens for a reason. But why is that always true? Why do secrets come out when they aren't supposed to come out at all? Why did I half to say it out loud? Especially with everyone sitting there.

The room was filled with journalist and other people, who shouldn't get their greedy hands on this type of information. Everyone was staring at me like I had grown an extra head or something, but I didn't care. That reporter had no right to say anything about Kai.

(About five minutes earlier)

"During the worlds, Rei, how did it feel about going against Bryan, Kai's other team?" Rei looked around at the people in front of him.

"Truth be told I was nervous, but I knew I had to do it and that my friends and teammates were with me no matter what."

"Where is Kai anyway?" Another journalist asked. I looked at Tyson and Rei, then at the other teams in the room.

"We don't know." I answered truthfully.

"Who cares about him. He probably in Russia with the Demolition Boys, trying to find way to take over the world. He's a no body." A blonde hair woman said. I glared at her.

"I care! He is somebody, you idiot. He's my caption, teammate, friend and crush. You don't know what goes on in his head or what he does in his free time, but I do. I've seen him during his moments of peace. He is just another boy who need help in the world but doesn't want ask." I snapped standing up and knocking my chair over.

I stopped and thought about what I said. I realized that I told them my secret, but I was too angry to care at the moment. They knew nothing about Kai. They haven't seen him breakdown, but I did. They haven't seen his soft spot, but I have.

"You have a crush on another boy?" the blonde bitched asked.

"Yes I do. I will admit that I'm gay." I said calmly. "And there is nothing anybody can say or do to change my mind. I love Kai and that's all there is to it."

With that I grabbed my coat and left. Now that my secret was out, I didn't know what to do. Kai was going to find out, kick me off the team and I was going to be rejected by everyone. I opened my wallet and checked how much money I had on me. Twenty-five dollars. The rest of my money was in my room at dad's shop.

Turning down a road, I decided that I was leaving Japan to go anywhere as long as it wasn't here. The wind blew my hair slightly, the blond locks flying around a little. My eyes stayed focused on what was straight ahead of me.

'Kai Thank You for letting me see your sensitive side. Thank you for letting me see the real you, not the mask you show everyone else. I'm sorry but I can't help but to love you.' I thought as I arrived at my dad's shop.

I walked up to my room and grabbed my duffel bag throwing some clothes, my beyblade, my CD player and some other stuff in it. I went into my closet and brought out the box that I was putting the money I was saving in. I grabbed it and put about three hundred in my wallet and the rest in my bag. This was the money I was saving since I could remember.

I wrote a quick note to Dad and told him that I had to get away for awhile and that I would call every now and then, if he still talked to me that was. I called a cab to take me to the airport. While I waited, I put on a cloak with a hood to it so no one would recognize me and tell anyone else where I was heading.

The cab honked for me. I sighed and lefted without looking back. I left my home, my family, and my friends, my memories and Kai behind. 'For now anyway. I'll be back again just not intil I'm ready to face you all. Mainly you, Kai, mainly you."

With that the plane took off and I couldn't help let a teardrop down my face. "Bye for now, everyone." I whispered, watching as Japan got farther and farther away. Till the day I come back, my life in Japan is nothing but a thing in the past.

So do you like it?Or hate it?Should I continue?Whatever you think please let me know. R&R!