Time – Phan

VidCon 2013

Dan's POV

I was so tired, my hand was hurting so much, and my legs felt like Jello. I leaned back in bed seeing the popcorn ceiling above me.

If only Phil was sleeping in here…

Oh my god Dan, stop thinking gay thoughts. But I couldn't help it. Phil and I had separate hotel rooms this year, and without him here, I felt… lonely. But he's my best friend; I couldn't possibly be in love with him…?! What if I am…

I got under the covers, trying to shake the fact that, I, Daniel Howell, could be in love with me amigo Phil. I tried not to think about it.

All those years of looking at him and wanting to lean in and… NO!

What's wrong with me?! I can't possibly be in love with the very person that saved my life and started me on YouTube, right?!

His blue eyes…

Help! I wanted to scream, but I couldn't, because someone would com rushing in, and ask why. I got on my phone to look at the recent stuff on my Tumblr Tag. Pictures of me. Pictures of Me and…Phil. I was about to cry my eyes out seeing that he was just so.. perfect.

If he only knew.

I am not going to deny it; I love Phil.