Bellatrix could never be on the same line as love. Never. A love from a parent was distant even though she was the eldest, a love from her 'so called sisiter' is gone, and the love from her only sister was a bit thin as well. But love from her self to some one certain, she could'nt have it. Why? She didn't know.
The Dark Lord, she had shown him all respect and favours, she would do anything for him, even give her own soul for his protection or plans. Anything.
The dark Lord has named her his most failthful servant, but to her, that wasn't enough. She, the only one to go and search for him when he had fell! She, who would do anything for him, she, his best death eater! She, who had successed most of his plans, and he put her only as him most faithful servant!?
Didn't she deserve more?! This wasn't fair!
"Life is never fair..." Sirius's voice drifted into her mind.
She shook her head, no, she would never listen to that filthy bloodtraiter.
"But is he really like that? You know, he really liked you, before you-you, never mind..." Narcissa's voice drifted into her head.
She didn't care how he felt! Maybe that was why she couldn't find her love. Maybe because she never cared for their feelings. But she had always cared for The Dark Lord, how could he not return her feelings?!
No one loved her. She was really lonely, with only a wand to kill.
"Everyone has to be loved, it's just like that, it takes time, that's all," Andromeda's smiling face popped into her head.
How come she didn't find it yet?
She heard a clack of the door, someone was coming in. She knew who it was, she smiled after a thought. How could she be so blind!? The dark lord, was that her only though? What about-what about him .she always had love, even though he never showed it. even though he puts a cold, stoned face, she knew he loved her. Even though they were forced to marriage, she loved him, and he loved her, always.
She slowly walked out of her room and down the hallway, down the stair and straight towards the door.
Rodulphus already removed his coat and then he spotted her. His brunette eyes caught her black ones. She strode towards him and wrapped her arms around his neck and closed her eyes feeling his warmth. She felt his arms wrap around her tightly.
"I love you." She whispered into his ear.
"I always did," He replied.
Bellatrix smiled. Her Love would always be there for her. She didn't need The Dark Lord's 'co called love' She was his servant and seeker, but he, her husband, was her true love, even if they rarely show it. Deep down, down inside...
"You'll always find it there..." She heard a familiar sound in her head, she ignored it, she continued to cling onto him. Her Love.
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