Please R&R. New stories are flowing through me while I work on the old ones! XD
Prologue
Alone
To be alone is such a terrifying notion. To have no friends to talk to and no family to have moments with is truly a sad thing. It scared me to think what truly alone meant and my thoughts shied away from such a word.
Sick
The word sick had only two meanings to me before now. The first meaning was to be ill of some kind. To be sick with a cold or a simple flu, maybe even as far as a serious illness like bronchitis. Nothing like I thought now. The second meaning was sick in the head, a mental illness. An obsession that went boarder line crazy and I knew of only one such person till now too. Thankfully the person I knew is gone from the earth and can't hurt me now, even if he still haunts me in my dreams every now and again.
Broken
I never knew what broken truly meant till now. I thought broken was something you could always put together or find someone who could put it together. Broke had many meanings in the word. A person could have no money, a toy or object could have a crack or stopped working because it's dead or a part needs fixed, or a body part was injured and needed to see a doctor to fix it. I never thought it could mean so much till now. Violated, Disorder, Incomplete, Weak, Grief, and all the things associated with the word Broken.
It seems I'm learning new meanings to words that my brain refused to touch. I'm learning because I have to find words to define what I am now and who I'm becoming. You see, my name is Isabella Marie Swan, or Bella as I prefer, and those words I just listed all apply to me. I lost all my family and friends, the people I thought cared about and now I learned something so shocking that gave me a new determination in life.
I have a time limit on my life now and I can't afford to waste another second of my life.
When I thought I would live till I was old, wrinkly, and grey, I found out I only have a year or two left. But that wasn't what shocked me even more. I also found out I was pregnant with twins.
This is my life and I'm determined to do everything in my power to make sure my kids find the last of their family that I know is out there in this big wide world.
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