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Hi guys this is my first ever fanfic so please read and review and tell me what you think about it. I hope you like it. Its sort of an AU b/c I'm pretending the end of Journeys end never happened. What happened instead was that Rose and the Doctor got together and Jack and Ianto also decided to stay with the TARDIS and Donna and 10.5 are also there. Dont worry, it will make sence if you read it!! and I'll explain it more later but i don't want to give away too much of the plot right now so read on.

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Disclaimer: I don't own Doctor Who but I really wish I did. CURSE YOU RUSSELL T DAVIS!!!!!!!!!!! *shakes fist*

Donna Noble was very bored. The Doctor and Rose were busy in their room and Donna didn't really like thinking about what they were doing in there, it was probably something very naughty. Jack and Ianto were the same. They were always disappearing off taking random things with them. Thinking about what they were doing made her brain hurt more than all the time lord knowledge she had!

So Donna spent most of her time with the doctor's clone. Her clone too, she supposed. They definitely got on well together because they shared the same thoughts.

"God I'm so bored, let's do something" she said to her friend.

"Let's play a trick on someone!"

"Great idea Handy, we only do that every day," said Donna sarcastically. She called him Handy as a nickname. He objected to it at first but Donna thought he probably liked it now. "No, let's do something different."

"Have you noticed that everybody's been acting a bit weird recently?" asked Handy.

"Not really" Donna replied. "I don't see them often enough!"

"Seriously watch them. Rose is really quiet. I know her so well because I have..."

"We *know* you've got the same memories as the Doctor, Handy" Donna interrupted, rolling her eyes.

"Well she's acting like something's wrong. And Jack and Ianto, I think they might break up soon because they're both just kind of out of sorts."

"I really hadn't noticed. What do you think might be wrong?"

But Donna didn't get to hear Handy's answer because Jack walked into the room. "I think it's about time for dinner," he said.

"Time is all relative," Donna joked, hoping he hadn't noticed that she had just been talking about him!

Soon everyone sat round the big table. Jack was a surprisingly good cook, because he had picked up lots of recipes over all his years. Donna looked around, Handy was right. Rose barely said a word. When Donna looked into the Doctor's eyes she could tell he was worried too. Jack was trying to crack jokes, but he had this sadness in his eyes, more than usual. And Ianto was just acting plain strangely. He wasn't eating his dinner but just pushing it around with his fork, looking down. Donna wondered how she could have been so blind. Something was blatantly wrong and she had an idea how to find out what was wrong.

When everyone had gone off to bed, Donna grabbed Handy.

"There's something I've got to show you," she said, "but it's a secret. We might be able to find out what was wrong."

She went to the computer and her fingers moved over the keyboard quickly. It always amazed Handy how good she was at this sort of thing, but she was the Super Temp after all!

"There!" She exclaimed. "This document is called secret diary. I never read it before, but now I just want to know what is going on! Let's read it."

April 11th

I'm so in love with him, we're so happy together. I'm glad I'm on the TARDIS with him, it's the best decision I ever made. When he looks into my eyes I can see that he loves me too, and I know that leaving everything behind to go on this adventure was right. When he touches me I feel tingles all over my body. When he kisses me I'm in heaven. I think I am in heaven, I'm just so happy!

April 12th

We made love five times today! He makes me feel so so SO good!

"Ugh, too much information!" Donna said, wrinkling her nose.

"It doesn't seem like there's much wrong. Scroll down a bit, let's find out." Handy said.

May 5th

I feel sick to my stomach. It's like my body is all wrong. I feel ill, so ill. I can't tell him because I know he loves me more than anything else in the world and it would scare him badly. There's nothing I can do to feel better, I think I'm dying. I don't want him to cry or feel scared. So I'm just going to pretend that nothings wrong, carry on as normal. He can't know I'm sick. I love him far too much to see him sad. I hope I get better. I want things to be just as they always were, with me and him laughing together and making love, all happy just like it should be.

Donna and Handy gasped.

"What a terrible secret," said Donna. "We need to find out who it is. We need to help them. They need a doctor!"

"Or *the Doctor*," Handy said.

"Keep on reading," said Donna, "we're going to work out who this is if it kills us!"

May 13th

I'm still ill. I was sick again, three times. But for some reason with all this sickness I'm not wasting away. In fact I think I'm getting fatter. When I had a shower today I noticed I'm getting a bit of a belly. So whatever's wrong I don't think it's going to kill me. I'm feeling very relieved about that!! Its funny though, he noticed that I'm not drinking coffee as much as I used to. The smell of it turns my stomach and it feels like it's full of snakes crawling around inside me. He teased me about it and then he kissed my nose and stroked my hair. "You're a funny one," he said to me. "Always changing your likes and dislikes. You keep me on my toes more than anyone else I've met in my life. And I've met a lot of people!"

May 15th

ARGH! I AM SO ANNOYED BY THIS THROWING UP!!!!!!!!!

I still haven't told him, because I don't want him to be worrying.

"She should really tell him," Handy said, "it would make our job a lot easier!"

May 29th

I talked to the Doctor today. He doesn't know that anything's wrong with me, but I was clever. I asked him if the TARDIS had any medical capabilities, like for making a diagnosis. I made it sound like I was curious about just how much it could do. He said it could. You just need to touch the coral and think hard about what you want it to do and the answer will come up on the screen. He said it even comes up with cures! It's such an amazing bit of technology.

I feel good, there will be a cure and I will stop being sick all the time. He noticed I'm in a better mood. He said I'm practically glowing and even more beautiful than usual. I blushed.

Tomorrow I will find out the problem.

May 30th

OH MY GOD. I'm pregnant. I don't know what to do. I can't tell him. The TARDIS was surprised, this has never happened before! What if our baby is a freak?

DUN DUN DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUN!

Who's having a baby? Is it Rose? Is it Ianto? Is it Jack? Tune in next time!

there will be more from other characters POV in the next chapter!

P.S. I always call 10.5 Handy in my head but should I use a better name for him in the story?

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