Authors Note: I don't own Roseanne. If I did, the show wouldn't be re-runs only. You might notice some things inter-twined from the episodes. Well anyways, Read and Review!
Roseanne's Point of View
It's been exactly a month since I lost Dan. No one got much of a chance to say good-bye. He left us way to fast. He said that he wouldn't leave me. And I believed him.
I knew we would leave each other eventually. Deep down I knew. I just didn't want to face the facts. Dan and I went through alot together. Everyone said we'd gotten married way to young, that we'd never make it. But we did. We've been married well over twenty years. We'd raised three kids together, We'd even separated a few times. Well nearly.
In our hearts we knew that there was no one who could provide the same sort of support we provided each other. We knew we'd be stuck with each other, not like we minded though.
I've been thinking back to our marrige. I feel I could've stopped his heart attack. After all, it was partially my fault, right? The doctor said if he had been thinner, it wouldn't have put so much of a strain on his heart. I never pressured him to eat healthier. The healthiest thing we ever ate was probably a McDonalds side salad, and even that was smothered in salt.
Why did he leave first? I did the same things he did, I wasted away beside him. We ate the same, we drank the same, and we were just plain lazy. Why him? Why not me? I was just lucky. It could've been me. I have to start making better choices, if I want to help my family through this.
I had to help them through this. Thats what family's do. They need me, and I need them. But most of all, we need you Dan. We miss you.
A/N: Sound like it's from the episode? Some of it was, but only to capture what was going on, and only about one line. Don't even try to accuse me of plagarism. I've never stolen anyone else's work in my life.