A/N

This is my first time doing an maximum ride fanfic.

Disclaimer- i do not own maximum ride or the flock.

As I sit beside my window, I try to figure out my life. I stared blankly, lost in my thought, staring at Colorado's dark clouds just outside my window comparing them with me. They want to let out tears but something holds them back.

Flash back

I was sitting at the entrance of the cave we were staying in keeping watch.

"Max we have something we want to say to you," Fang said. His voice was cold and his eyes as usual gave off no emotion.

"What is it," I asked cautiously. I noticed the rest of the flock standing besides him. They all looked at me with hatred in their eyes. I looked back at fang and was getting an uneasy feeling.

"We want you to leave the flock," his voice was like steel. A hundred thought swept through my head. They can't be serious, it must be a joke. Did I do something wrong.

"Why," I managed to choke out.

"Because you betrayed us. YOU TRAITOR," snapped angel. My little baby thought I was betraying them.

"We know your working for the School, how else would they know where we are," Fang snarled. His dark eyes that show no emotion showed only one, hatred. I felt my heart start to crack as if some one was squeezing it making it shatter.

I looked the flock. Angel my baby had a face full of hatred. My little trooper, Gazzy had a look of disgust and his fists were clenched. Nudge, my nudge channel hadn't yet said a word. She would always side with me and now she was against me. Iggy, my pyromaniac stared ahead at where I was although he couldn't see he looked at me with cold eyes. Lastly Fang, the one I thought loved me had the same cold expression as the other. He had said we would always be together and had promised we would never split up again. I though he loved me.

"How could I have loved a traitor like you," spoke fang as if on cue. The pain in my heart increased.

"We want you to leave Max," nudge finally spoke up. My heart just kept ripping.

"Why would I work for the School, you all know I hate it as much as you do," I yelled.

"Then explain how they keeping finding us. Maybe it that chips you have they're tracking," Fang voice was like venom.

"You are putting us in danger," spat out Iggy.

"You all want me to go," I looked around all of them were nodding their head.

"Fine, but don't expect me to ever comeback. Remember this I will never forgive you," I felt pricks at the back of my eyes but I would never give them the satisfaction of seeing me cry.

I grabbed my stuff and started running to the cave entrance to do a running start.

After I flew away I used my super speed to get to my moms place. I had told her and Ella about getting kicked out and they said I could stay as long as I want to.

I couldn't believe they would kick me out. I protected them and was like a mother to them. I would have done anything for them.

I promised myself I would never cry over them again.

End of flashback.

"Max, Max," shouted a faint voice, "Are you in there?"

It became clearer as I broke out of my thoughts.

"Yeah, I'm in my room, what do you want?" I shouted in a somewhat sad, but glad voice.

"Don't have to be angry, dinner's ready" yelled Ella.

"I'll be right there," I yelled back.

I turned to look at the clock, flashing green numbers at me as if it were staring at something.

I let out a quiet sigh. I must have been in deep, deep thought because I was staring at the window for two hours straight.

"Well 7:00 p.m. better get going, it dinner time," I exclaimed to myself.

After dinner I went directly to bed. I wished that the world would stop, but just enough to solve my problems, or at least for it to start over from the beginning. I think of myself as a desolate girl. I have no friend, not even one to almost call my friend.

Of course I have my mom and Ella, but can you really call your family your friends. Sister are always there for you but that's because they are related to you. I always considered parents as someone who took care of you until you can leave the nest.

I always wonder if my existence was important to any body, I mean why do I even exist, would there be a difference if I didn't exist, does my being here help anybody. Does no one even care. I am no one and I want an answer to my questions.

A/N

Sorry for any spelling mistakes.

Does any one have any ideas for the names and the powers of the new flock. You can add their age and appearance if ya want.

thanks please read & review. bad reviews welcomed

~ midnight cresent