Tabula Rasa Ending

By Shirtyyy

"What was that?" Buffy thought to herself. The memories of the day just passing filling her head, Willow had done a spell she had known that much and now she was laying on a grass plain while Spike was battling Vampires. She could barely breathe from how the vampire kicked her stomach. Her gaze was now drawn to spike who held his hand out to help her up, saying her name. But she couldn't hear him. He was so strong and . . .

She slowly got up and looked at him. What was wrong with her? She thought. All that time she had no memory she was thinking about Randy… Spike, and his muscley body on top of her and how he would . . . "Ok stop" She told herself. The cool air of the night brushed her hair out of her face, as she headed towards the bronze, trying to get Spike out of her head. She had butterflies, and a warm feeling about her and she couldn't stop thinking about him. It was wrong and she knew it, how could she be thinking about him. It's Spike. William the Bloody. Her Enemy. Who just happened to be in love with her? This didn't make sentence. The memory of her tackling spike and telling him he was a vampire appeared in her head. The thought of her body on top of his like that was just . . . Wow.

Buffy entered the Bronze and walked over to the bar, the music was very loud. "Would you like anything?" said the very friendly and cute bartender in a flirty ton. But she wasn't interested. "Coke thanks" She replied not looking at him. Her head was spinning, flashes of Spikes lips on hers from the night before. She had never felt anything like it. It was exhilarating, the thought of a Big bad Vampire like him having his lips pressed against hers in such a way was . . . "Ok stop, no thinking about him" She thought to herself. Enough was enough she couldn't be thinking… She shuttered.

She could feel him next to her, his eye gently on her face but she couldn't look at him. She kept thinking about how she wanted him so bad when she was "Joan". He moved away from her and stalked off. "What am I doing" she thought. The coke appeared in front of her. "Here" He said with a smile. Buffy had butterflies again and there was a burning need deep inside of her she felt like she was going to explode. "You know what, keep it" She dashed off after Spike he was just past the stairs.

She grabbed his arm and he turned around and met her green eyes, Buffy was now lost in his. "Buffy, about what ha…" She didn't let him finish she brought his head down to hers in a swift motion. Spike was startled by this but quickly fell into her pushing her back up against the stairs.

His tongue moved with hers, and it felt like she remembered but better. He ground against her and she felt a bulge in his pants. Instead of breaking away she ground back against him. She moaned at his touch, she was ready for this she wanted this. The music came to an end. She let go of Spike realising what had just happened, she gave him a "oh my god" pout and quickly ran out the door.

Spike smiled to himself. He was her drug and she was addicted.

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