A/N: What's up peeps! How's it goin? So...I heard the song Stand in the Rain by Superchic for the first time about a week ago, and the more I listened to it, the more it sounded like a good songfic song.
*IMPORTANT*
This takes place after FANG...pretend that ANGEL never happened, personally I didn't like it anyway, but...ON TO THE STORY! ENJOY! ;D
P.S.
This is Angel's thoughts...NOT TALKING TO MAX...just her thoughts (I know it's a little weird) and song lyrics (the same thing as Angel's thoughts) it's confusing, but you'll get it!
Disclaimer: I don't own this song or Maximum Ride
MaxPOV
Ever since Fang left I can't bear to think about anything, for fear of thinking of him. I never stop, even enough to get sleep, because if I do, I know I'll loose everything that I've worked so hard to keep.
She never slows down,
she doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone,
feels like it's all comming down.
I haven't been human either. I refuse to show emotions, because I know, that if I speak, or even think, I won't be able to stop the tears.
She won't turn around,
the shadows are long and she fears if she cries, that first tear,
the tears will not stop raining down.
So stand in the rain,
stand your ground,
stand up when it's all crashing down.
You stand through the pain,
You won't drown,
and one day, what's lost can be found.
You stand in the rain.
I haven't spoken a word since I found the letter from him in his bedroom after the wedding. I can't bear to let the Flock see me break down. Part of me want to talk to them, but I feel as if that side will never be shown. I don't want to fall. I have no one to catch me.
She won't make a sound,
alone in this fight with herself,
and the fears, whispering, if she stands, she'll fall down.
I want them to know that the old Max is still in me somewhere, but I can't get their hopes up incase I loose it. I know that the only way to het over it, is to accept that he's gone...but, as much as I hate to admit it, I still love him, and I don't want him to be gone forever. I want to just lie down, and never get up. But I'm fighting it, for them, for him.
She wants to be found,
the only way out is through everything she's running from,
wants to give up, and lie down.
So stand in the rain,
stand your ground,
stand up when it's all crashing down.
Stand through the pain,
you won't drown,
one day, what's lost can be found.
You stand in the rain.
I need to stand through the pain and the tears, and I need to let everything that I've been holding back, out. I need to let it wash over me, but I can't let it drown me...and it won't.
So stand in the rain,
stand your ground,
stand up when it's all crashing down.
Stand through the pain,
you won't drown,
one day, what's lost can be found.
So stand in the rain,
stand your ground,
stand up when it's all crashing down.
Stand through the pain,
you won't drown,
one day, what's lost can be found.
You stand in the rain!