Best of Friends

Sakura's Point of View

January 15th, 2002

Best of Friends we are...
Best of Lovers is what I want...
But I know that could never happen...
Because he loves Tomoyo.

"Hey Sakura!!!" Syaoran Li called to me as I thought about him on the park bench.

"Yea?" I asked a bit uncomfortable of thinking of that right before HE came here.

Syaoran blushed slightly before saying, "I need some advice Sakura... Girl advice... So since you're my best friend... Will you help me?"

I blinked before snorting, "You need advice onto ask Tomoyo out huh?"

"H-h-how did you know?!??!?!" He stuttered.

"Please," I said after waving my hand. "I'm not as dense as you think I am..."

"So?" Syaoran pleaded with me with his puppy dog eyes.

Ugh, he knows I can't stand those. I thought tiredly before saying, "Just ask her out Syaoran-kun. She'd be crazy not to say yes."

Syaoran brightened, "Really? Thanks Kura-chan!" He quickly hugged me and pecked me on the cheek. "Bye!!! I'm gonna ask her!" He said leaving me alone.

I want Tomoyo to say no... And it's the truth she'd be crazy not too... Because I know... She has had a crush on him for a long time and told me. I never did tell her that I loved Syaoran...

Yes I said love because I truly do...
I truly love him.

5 years later...

Syaoran and Tomoyo are getting married. A few tears were on my face before I wiped them away.

If he's happy... I'm happy... Smiling a sad smile I walked out of the dance room that was prepared for right after the wedding.

I walked out onto the street and everything went black...

Later... you would see Tomoyo Li, Syaoran Li, and their baby Saku Li standing in front of a grave crying.

Tomoyo Li was crying because her best friend was gone forever.

Syaoran Li was crying because of guilt and sadness of his best friend gone. The guilt was from reading Sakura's diary and seeing the truth on the pages.

Saku Li named after Sakura crying because her parents were sad

The grave said, Sakura Kinomoto... A good woman, a wonderful daughter, a great sister, and the best friend anyone could have.

End

So... What do you think?
Well... If you want to know what Syaoran saw in the diary I'll put it down... Well.. The important ones.

April 1st, 1995
Dear Diary,
Today is my 10th birthday and we have new neighbours! One of them is my age and his birthday is July 14!
He is really cute!
Hoeeee... I think I like him!
His name is Syaoran Li

December 2nd, 1999
Dear Diary,
It's almost Christmas and I got Syaoran a sword!
I know he likes swords.
And from the first day I met him...
The small crush has changed...
I really love him yet... He loves Tomoyo...
He thinks I don't know...
He thinks I don't hear him muttering about Tomoyo.
I envy her...
Her beauty attracts Syaoran-kun.
Am I not beautiful?

January 15th, 2002
Dear Diary,
Today's the day...
I will confess my love to Syaoran...
I wonder if he will accept me...
Later that day
He doesn't love me...
He is going to ask Tomoyo out I know it...
I love him so much...
It hurts...
It feels like my heart is torn out and broken.
Why?
There were tear drops that looked like bloodstains on that page.

You see... Sakura gathered up all of her courage to tell him and he broke her heart...

My first fanfic! Please no flames! Don't be to brutal.