Hi! So I had this idea in my head and I had to write it down. This is just the first chapter, almost an introduction. Hope you like it!
Chapter one: Mistake
I was walking through a very green forest, when suddenly I felt that thing you feel when you start waking up. Slowly I became aware of my body; I noticed I wasn't in a green forest. I was in my bed. My throat was completely dry, and my head felt as if it has been run over by a thousand trucks.
I closed my eyes in pain, and moaned in complain.
Stupid tequila… I should have stopped with the Heineken six pack.
Yesterday night was a blur.
I took a deep breath and tried to convince my body that I had to move to get some water or I was going to have some kind of seizure, but my body refused to move, it was too tired.
Then I heard something that froze me completely. A snore.
I hadn't snored. I rolled my head slowly, afraid of what I was going to see, but what I saw was far from dreadful, it was wrong, but it was far from dreadful.
Edward was lying next to me deep in slumber. His perfect face was resting on the pillow, and I couldn't help but notice that he wasn't wearing a shirt.
I was extremely confused, why was Edward here? I was going to move but then I realized something else. I could feel the sheets on my bare skin, I was naked. I was naked next to Edward who seemed to be naked as well.
Then it hit me. I started remembering last night's events, and with the memories an awful headache struck. What had I done?
I had called Alice and Rose for a girl's night. Mike Newton, my boyfriend or I should say ex-boyfriend had just broken up with me. He said something about me not being into the relationship, he also mentioned that he thought I loved Edward more than I loved him.
And that was true. But I love Edward as a friend! I had known him for 13 years. And he had been my best friend those 13 years.
Of course I'd be lying if I said I never thought about the possibility of him and me being together. But it just wouldn't work! We had passed that attraction line years ago.
I met him when I moved to Forks. I was 9 years old and on my first day at school Edward was sitting next to me. He noticed I was reading a book he liked so we started talking about it and we had been inseparable ever since.
Of course things had happened between me and Edward. We had kissed once. Alice and I made a bet, and I lost, so I had to kiss Edward. Awkwardly enough he had been cool about it, so we kissed. It had been a great kiss; I could say it was the best kiss I have ever gotten.
Then on our prom he got completely drunk and we ended up making out in his backyard. We ran away from the prom because I was completely bored with my date and so was he. So we went to his place and started drinking a bottle of vodka. When we finished the bottle we started making out, I don't really remember why, we just did.
But this was something completely different! I had sex with my best friend! During that second a thousand thoughts passed through my head. I was confused, my memories were a mess, a blur, and I didn't know if he had been as drunk as I was last night. I was afraid of how this might affect our relationship.
This had not been simple kiss. We had sex! Friends don't have sex! The fastest way to fuck up a friendship is to have sex.
I rolled slowly out of the bed and tiptoed out of the room.
No,no,no,no,no…
I got to the bathroom and grabbed the bathrobe hanging behind the door. I slipped on it and felt the warm comfort it gave. I raised my head and looked at my reflection on the mirror. I looked like shit. My eyes were all bloodshot, my skin looked pale and my hair looked like a haystack.
I opened the faucet and splashed some cold water on my face, then on my hair. I proceeded to comb it and made a ponytail.
All I needed now was a cold bottle of water.
While I walked through the apartment I saw my clothes and Edward's scattered all over the place, bringing back images of last night. The living room was a mess; the couches were out of place, since apparently we had moved them while we… moved. The coffee table in the middle of the room was empty; the vase that was on was broken in the floor, and two wooden boxes I had placed there as decoration were nowhere to be seen.
More mental images.
I hurried to the kitchen and opened the fridge to get a bottle of cold water. I opened it and drank it all in half a second. I lowered the bottle and placed in the counter, taking a deep breath. This made me notice that the counter had salt all over it, and the salt container was on the floor.
Shit.
I was about to freak out, waking Edward up was not an option. But I just wanted to know if he remembered anything, what he though about this.
He probably regretted it.
I tried to relax, refilled the bottle of water and drank it again. There was no need to panic. Friends have sex all the time and it doesn't affect their relationship. I couldn't remember anyone who had sex with his best friend and stayed best friends but I was sure someone existed out there that had gone through what I was going and had managed to stay friends.
But maybe I was overreacting. Maybe Edward was going to be cool about. We were drunk, I hadn't meant anything.
But that was a lie.
I had tried to deny it to myself a thousand times, but I just couldn't. I liked Edward. And I was completely fine with us just being friends, but now things were different. And the more memories that flashed through my mind the more I remembered just how perfect last night had been.
I had never had sex like that. I mean, I had sex before, but never like that.
Last night there was passion, a burning emotion in both of us, our bodies wanted to touch and we just couldn't get enough of each other. I wanted more, more kisses, more of his touch, more of him. And I knew he had felt the same way. The way he moved, the things he did to me, the way he reacted to what I did to him. He was feeling the same kind of fire I was feeling.
I walked over to the messy living room and threw myself in the couch. Closing my eyes and I started reliving last night's events…
Ok so chapter two is going to be Bella remembering what happened! tum, tum, tuuuuuuum.
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