doing elearning now.. you know. no school fer one week but online studying. i lurve you
kaiworshipper.. (please don't puke.. i don't mean anything else.. and im not using your ff.net
id in case i embarass anyone), helping a dumb girl like mi fer mie
chemistry test *lol* online cheating is so fun. and please! don't kick mi off!! i know i don't
post often and im sorry.
nvm. this is to relieve mie stress from doing so much homework.
and im mariah .. remember? *grins* this is fer beyblade worshippers
* * * * * * *
I get all envious.. you know. It almost destroyed me, I tried hard to go on, to forget. But I can't! You're there, and I can see, you know. And it .. really hurts.
Seeing you.. seeing him. He makes me go all green. To see you getting all intimate. With him. A guy.. I never once imagined.. you know. I know he's cute. He's hot.
But he's a guy! How on earth did you ever... fall for a guy?
You were so sweet. All I could ever ask for. You stuck by me, I know many other girls were envious of me, I never thought I'd be like one of them too. I am the heartbroken one now.
Seeing you both so happy. In pure bliss.. it seems. You seemed happier than ever.. happier, than the time you were with me. It was more than what I could ever give.
But it made me happy, too.. in a sad way?
Both of you being together, holding hands, sometimes you might rest you head on his shoulder. It made me feel warm inside, yet all confused.
Can't you see that I need you? My tears flowing all this while. I wish I could let you know, you're driving me crazy..
If you keep on taking
My heart you'll be breaking
So why do you do this to me?
Because you love him.
Nobody's there when I call your name
Because your heart's with him. Not me.
I know you care about me, you loved me.. but your love for him far surpasses your love for me.
Ever since young, we were childhood sweethearts. We played, times were so happy. If someone picked on me, you would be there to protect me. I thought it'd stay this way forever. But it didn't.
I could take most blows now, being more grown up. And I can usually overcome them.. but this is something that I can't see to take in. It breaks me down, more and more every moment.
- - - - -
I felt someone lightly tap my shoulder. I turned, it was Emily.
She tilted her head. "I know how you feel. Let's go."
I guess. She's in the same boat as me.. all this while I was intensely gazing at you, while she, him. She must be rather upset to. But that's life...
Probably it's just something never meant to be. But .. I want you to know, .. I'll always be there for you. I promise.
I love you Rei. I took a last look, and turned to leave.
-If you're happy, I'm happy too.. even if it means we can't be together.-
* * * * * * *
erm. and if you don't know.. this is mariah's POV. and she's thinking abt rei. and getting jealous of kai. And this is not mariah bashing. i'll not tolerate mariah bashing. ever. i know this is really messy and short.
~aishiteru~ あいしてる or the person roleplaying mariah. please review. and i'll be really happy.
nvm. this is to relieve mie stress from doing so much homework.
and im mariah .. remember? *grins* this is fer beyblade worshippers
I get all envious.. you know. It almost destroyed me, I tried hard to go on, to forget. But I can't! You're there, and I can see, you know. And it .. really hurts.
Seeing you.. seeing him. He makes me go all green. To see you getting all intimate. With him. A guy.. I never once imagined.. you know. I know he's cute. He's hot.
But he's a guy! How on earth did you ever... fall for a guy?
You were so sweet. All I could ever ask for. You stuck by me, I know many other girls were envious of me, I never thought I'd be like one of them too. I am the heartbroken one now.
Seeing you both so happy. In pure bliss.. it seems. You seemed happier than ever.. happier, than the time you were with me. It was more than what I could ever give.
But it made me happy, too.. in a sad way?
Both of you being together, holding hands, sometimes you might rest you head on his shoulder. It made me feel warm inside, yet all confused.
Can't you see that I need you? My tears flowing all this while. I wish I could let you know, you're driving me crazy..
If you keep on taking
My heart you'll be breaking
So why do you do this to me?
Because you love him.
Nobody's there when I call your name
Because your heart's with him. Not me.
I know you care about me, you loved me.. but your love for him far surpasses your love for me.
Ever since young, we were childhood sweethearts. We played, times were so happy. If someone picked on me, you would be there to protect me. I thought it'd stay this way forever. But it didn't.
I could take most blows now, being more grown up. And I can usually overcome them.. but this is something that I can't see to take in. It breaks me down, more and more every moment.
- - - - -
I felt someone lightly tap my shoulder. I turned, it was Emily.
She tilted her head. "I know how you feel. Let's go."
I guess. She's in the same boat as me.. all this while I was intensely gazing at you, while she, him. She must be rather upset to. But that's life...
Probably it's just something never meant to be. But .. I want you to know, .. I'll always be there for you. I promise.
I love you Rei. I took a last look, and turned to leave.
-If you're happy, I'm happy too.. even if it means we can't be together.-
erm. and if you don't know.. this is mariah's POV. and she's thinking abt rei. and getting jealous of kai. And this is not mariah bashing. i'll not tolerate mariah bashing. ever. i know this is really messy and short.
~aishiteru~ あいしてる or the person roleplaying mariah. please review. and i'll be really happy.