I don't ownJason or SamI WISH i did of course so I can make GH my way but unfortunatelyI can't. I own a couple of characters in the next few chapters though

Summery: After Sam over heard Ric and Alexis talking about Jason's deal to stay away from her. She decided to leave Port Charles. She was sick of people thinking they could control her, but before she leaves she visits the love of her life to say goodbye, what will happen?

Sam angrily ran out of the PCPD. She couldn't believe it! After her "mother" watched her cry over him, after she tried lying to him, practically stalking him, the only reason he was staying away from her was because they AGREED to it! What was she her mother'sfucking dog!"That's it! I'm not going to stayin a place where I'm controlled, and where I can't follow my heart." She thinks to herself as she unlocksthe door to the lake house and runs upstairs to her room. She getsher suitcases and her duffle bags and put as much cloths in them as she could. She was pissed! How could they do this to her? She was NOT a child and she will NOT be patronized.

After she got her suitcase and half of her duffle bag filled with cloths sheran intoAlexis' and Ric's room and looked around. "Got ya!"She thought to herself when she saw a big painting on the wall. She took the painting down and was happy to see a safe. She cracked the safe openeasily and took all the cash out except one million. She only left it because of Kristiana and Molly, her sisters. She wanted them to at least have something. After she put the painting back she saw a photo of the girls. They were smiling and she was upset she was leaving them behind they were so precious and a joy to be around and she knew she would think of them everydaybut she knew what she had to do, and what she had to do was leave.

She alsothought of Sonny and Emily. As much as she wanted to blame them for all this she knew it wasn't their fault, all they did was fall in love. Yes they lied and sneaked around which was wrong and stupid and childish but the fact remains the same. Sonny was still one of her best friends and she will love him as a friend forever. They almost shared a daughter nothing will ever break that bond between them. Emily was her friend someone to talk to when either one of them were upset. They talked,gossiped, talked about how good our men were, and confided in each other. She'd miss that.

Sam thought of Carly and the boys. Carly and her were never really friends but they would get along when they had to. Even though she never knew it, Sam always wanted to be friends with her, she wanted to have someone to talk to but what thirty year old says to another thirty year old "Want to be my friend?" I mean come on. Michael and Morgan, God she loved those two little boys they were great. They reminded her of why she wanted to be a mother, and Carly did a good job raising them.

She started to cry when she placed her pictures into her bag. There was one of Emily and her with the boys. There was one of Sonny and her smiling and laughing, one of her with Molly and Kristina, and Alexis, and the one of her and Jason.

God if there was anyone she would miss it was him. She loved him so much, and she couldn't help but think of something he said to her.

"I love you enough to walk away."

"Do you love me enough...to stay?"

She smiled through her tears at that memory, the bar fight between her and Carly, the day Jason choose her other Carly. She'll never forget that day. As she wiped her tears away she sighed. Now she had to do one last thing. So she finished packing as quickly as she could and ran out of the house and put her things into the car Alexis got her, She just needed it to drive to the airport. She'd leave it there after she got there. She drove to where she needed to be and got out of the car. She knew there was no way she would be able to leave without telling the love of her life...the reason she was leaving goodbye. She knocked on the door.

Jason opened the door about three seconds later, to be faced to face with his love. The woman that haunted his dreams and filled his heart with love.

"Sam...what...what are you doing here?" He whispered unable to tare his eyes off her.

"I'm here, to tell you...I'm leaving." she whispered back trying to ignore the ache and pain in her heart. She still wanted him...so much. She missed being in his arms, his kiss, his touch.

"What do you mean?" he asks. What? She can't leave, how can he still protect her if she's gone.

"I'm leaving Port Charles." she simply said looking on the floor.

"Why?" He had to ask, wishing she would look at him.

"Because." she starts finally looking at him angrily with tears in her eyes

"Because I'm done, having decisions made for me,my mother and my love agreeing that you'dstay away from me and she wouldn't put you in jail for Manny's murder. Having my heart trampled on over and over again. I mean I knew when I came here I was worthless, and trash, but I didn't think that the only people I thought was my family would remind me of how low I really am." Tears unable to stop falling and Jason stands there

"Sam, your not" he starts but she interrupted

"But you know what's funny? Is that even after everything you did to me. Dumping me like trash, ignoring me, rejecting me, and making me feel like a whore. You are still the man I love, and I couldn't leave without telling you goodbye." She laughed and she did what she has been dying to do for so long, she kissed him.

He was surprised by the kiss, but kissed back no less. It's been long, too long since they help each other. Hepulled her closer and massaged her tongue with his. He moaned when she pulled back.

"I'm still leaving, but all I'm asking you is one night, one last time." She whispered panting.

He looked deep into her chocolate brown eyes that he loved. And he knew he couldn't deny this, so he didn't say anything just kissed her again, and she took that as a yes.

TBC