Jennette McCurdy and myself are best friends. Since Jennette guessed stared in Sonny With A Chance. Its been 6 years since that happened. It's been a long road for us. Full of happiness and sucsess. We had our fights. But we always make up in the end. I always loved Jennette. No matter what she did or what she said. But on year 2009 something changed. Something that I couldn't understand. It was on iCarly were Jennette had to kiss the guy who played Freddie. I knew, that when the is real or when there is something more than friendship. You feel sparks. Its when your lips touch. You feel like in heaven. And it was happening between Jennette and that guy. I could feel it between them. My best friend. The best friend who, is into older guys. Who would never feel the same way about me. I know that people keep telling me. "Demi your pretty any guy would be lucky to have you." But I'm not into guys. That is the hard part.

But I am now 22 and Jennette is 25. I was no longer part of Disney. Jennette is no longer part of Nickelodeon. I'm working on my 5th album. I also had my own tv show called "Late night with Demi". Of course Jennette had a big part of giving the name to the show.

I had several fake boyfriends. I also had one lesbian lover. But Jennette scared them all away. One time, when my 7 month boyfriend and I was getting close to having sex. Yeah long story short. In order to keep the fake boyfriend. I had to give it up to him. So he said... Jenette bursted in and almost saw me naked. To more or less say. Jennette and I didn't speak for 3 weeks. I ignored her calls, texts, emails and flowers. Few days later of course. We made up. I was more then thankfuly Jennette saved me from doing something so stupid. As to give it up to somebody like him.

But what I didn't know. Is that Jennette had the hots for me too. She had loved me since SWAC. But she was sure that I didn't feel the same way. Until one night...