Yo what up it me here we go.
DISCLAIMER: I OWN NOTHING
hey What's up?
i know its a been a while I haven't tried talking in a long time
but im back now But here goes nothing
so how are you How are you?
hows death How's life going for you?
life sucks Death is awful.
since im alone It's awful because I'm alone.
i havent met anyone Nobody else is here.
i keep blaming myself I know you're blaming yourself,
because i wasnt there because you couldn't help me,
but i know i should stop but stop it.
i tell myself that it was a demon It was a demon
that killed you Alec that killed me Magnus.
not me Not you.
but i miss you anyways I know you miss me.
and i hope wherever you are And wherever I am,
you miss me too I miss you too.
i almost want to die I want to live.
so i could be with you So I can be with you.
but you wouldnt want that But I also don't want to.
it would upset you It would upset everyone.
you would cry They would cry.
and seeing that I couldn't watch that,
would make me cry because I would cry too.
even though youre dead Even though I'm dead,
i just thought I decided
you should know that I should at least tell you that
I love you