This life of useless killings-
In order to survive.
I am ready for a new purpose.
I am ready to die.
I am ready to risk everything in order to survive.
This way of twisted thinking, is the way of life.
I am ready to outdo my friends in order to achieve-
I am ready to leave.
To finally breathe.
To finally feel safe in a place of rest.
Maybe I am blessed?
Maybe I have not had it harder than the rest.
Maybe I need to listen to others problems.
I am ready for a new purpose.
I'll bear the burden of those in need
For they need to also finally see-
There are better things.
I am ready to be alive.
What is this crazy mental drive?
For I'll never know what at the time gave me the strength.
To see past the evil.
To be ready for a new purpose.